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2008-01-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

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Interested in Law?

2008-01-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

There is something wrong with my blog template. All my side page elements gone..Bloody hell. Makes me no mood to blog..anyways I went to work for the college at The Star Education Fair last weekend. Got paid Rm 100 to give out brochures and talk talk a bit that weekend. It was a good experience cause we got to meet lots of people. Some form 4 students came to enquire as well as Form 5 and 6 la. I only started to go to education fairs after form 5 n 6.the kids now are so gung ho Some with parents, some came alone, some parents came alone to enquire for their children.At first we were not required to counsel the students but due to a huge response, we have to do it. So we talk and talk to the potential students and they were interested.Some paretns were really interested and there was this mother who was enquiring for A Levels, and she said must take economics then the son was making the sad,disturbed face. Damn cute actually..Here are some pics. Please leave your comments throught my blogsite cause the side page is out of order

#1 Our BAC booth

#After the event

Fabian,Raja Singham,Adrian,Ej,Me,Vera and William

#3 Vijay Reuben,Debra and me Me,Ej and Debra

Close Call

2008-01-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

one of my biggest fear other than lizards is losing all my files. I almost did yesterday but luckily The Bear saves my day. I suck at organising file in my pc but I got a keen memory on where I save my files. My series are all over the place..till i get the pop up that says my hardisk is geeting full only I'll dump it in my external harddrive. One fine day, while listening to songs and you-tube-ing, my pc hang..keyboard not responsive and when I reset my pc my windows cannot load.Holy Mother of GOd, I almost cried that time thinking bout my prom pics gone,my series and the pending 50% 4.2 GB file on A-team series. the Bear bought another Sata hard disk and brought back my old hardisk to back up my files. Phew..now everything is fine..got larger harddrive but I have to install everything again for now..i miss my wallpaper and all my favourites.Oh yeah I miss me not having type my username over and over again.Now all I do for websites is typing aichen1986 over and over again. ...

Just finished Puvanes's dreaded assignment. Going to hand it in ..hopefully she accepts cuz I heard she was pissed at last tutorial.Ok time for me to watch Martha Stewart and imagine I'm a stepford wife..toodles~

Gossip Girl

2008-01-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

finally gossip girl is back. Downloaded the latest and I'm bengang that Lily accepted Bart Bass's proposal because Serena don't want Dan to become his stepbrother. I mean who cares la if Dan and her meant to be then thats it la. Why wanna ruin her mom's relationship. But come to think of it in a drama like this some relationships won't be potrayed as happily ever after.So I guess it's Lily and Rufus or Dan n Serena.so they sacrifice Rufus n Lily's love sotry..haih..guys you should really start downloading this show. it'll be ages before it reach our humble Malaysian shores. It's a great show..Love it..xoxo

From (L) : Blair Warldorf,Dan Humphrey,Nathaniel Archibald,Chuck Bass,Jenny Humphrey Front:Serena Van de Woodsen

The lovebirds..Dan and Serena

Best Duets

2008-01-03T03:22:00.001+08:00

I love this kinda songs.and to be sung by Tony Bennett and Michael buble? Manignifico!!Check it out:

New beginning

2008-01-03T02:31:00.001+08:00

Suprised?? I'm feeling so much better and decided to change the outlook of my blog. How is it? i wanted to search for blog skins online but decide I'm gonna stick to blogger template cuz it's simple and for a html beginner it made my lfie easier. I'm still putting up some links of websites I go to and links to blogs I surf. Slowly la huh?

Classes have started. But I'm skipping tomorrow tutorial casue I did not do the assignments. I don't want to get "the look" by Miss Puvanes. I swear I'm gonna hand it in next week.*cross fingers*

I've been doing some thinking lately. And it's that time of the year I'm de-motivated. For very year in school the middle of the year is the moodiest and the laziest period of time for me. So I guess it's the same for my college year now. Left 5 months more till exams and I'm getting moody or emo in other words. I need to start fresh.. And pray that God give me strength through these times.

anyway here is a video I found at www.liveleak.com bout roosters breaking up a rabbit fight. Funny how animal nature works. We humans thought we know it all bout nature sometimes. Oh yeah..liveleak.com provedes lots of videos that youtube consider as violations.So check it out ya..Ciao~

diamonds are forever

2008-01-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Rules and regulations ones you’re tagged..., 1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them. 2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below). 3. Pick your month of birth (see below). 4. Highlight the traits that apply to you. 5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!. Which is your birth month? JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious. FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see. MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift. JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn. JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends. SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children. NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable. DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. True true Difficult to fathom. Am I? i think so..even I can't understand myself sometimes Thinks forward.YEap..Keep Moving Forward Unique and brilliant.Not sure..maybe? Extraordinary ideas.Since I got a lot of ideas..some of it might be extraordinary kua Sharp thinking. Not sure Fine and strong clairvoyance.Wah pyshic abilities? I think i have good intuition..seeing the future?? I think not Can become good doctors.So wrong..i suck at science Dynamic in personality.Maybe Secretive. Yeap of my personal life ..well since I blog..some parts I do not reveal Inquisitive. Yeas..I'm very ke poh Knows how to dig secrets.So true..nothing beats Gossip seeker Ai Chen Always thinking.I guess..I can't just blanked out my mind Less talkative but amiable.amiable maybe..less talktative?/ Me totally opposite Brave and generous.Depends on situations Patient.limited patience Stubborn and hard-hearted.So true If there is a will, there is a way.Huh..this is a proverb..i think it applies to everyone Determined. to things i'm passionate about..yes!! Never give up.I guess Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.I got bad temper so this not true at all Loves to be alone.on certain occasions yes..I value my personal time Thinks differently from others.Sometimes Sharp-minded. Really? I can be really dumb at times Motivates oneself.I need people to motivate me Does not appreciate praises. I think of it as something say to make me feel happy.. High-spirited.Maybe Well-built and tough.I'm a chubby girl..so not true Deep love and emotions.meaning what? EMO?? The yea la..I'm always emo Romantic.Not..I like things straightforward and realistic Uncertain in relationships. Sometimes Homely.YEa..I like to stay at home Hardworking. To achieve what I want High abilities.Like what??You tell me Trustworthy. I never cheat people's money if that's what trustworthy is Honest and keeps secrets.Depending of what secrets its is.If the secret is bound to be known what's the point Not able to control emotions.100% true Unpredictable. Spot on!!

I tag Matt and Terrence for now. I malas to create link la..I html this post till I'm tired already. I'll drop by your blogs and personally tag you*sticks a tag on your forehead*

I'm feeling much better. No dreams last night. ciao~

litted

2007-12-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

2.39 am.still awake.boyfriend fast asleep on the bed and I cant hear him snoring as usual. I'm awake not because he's snoring but I just can't sleep. My sis just left around 1. We chatted till then and now I still can't sleep.She bought Victoria Secret's perfume and got a pink tote bag. Lovely!! When she came my Dad ask her is it a new bag..She sheepishly smile and ask us is it nice.(My dad who notice a girls bag,,,sure it's something rite?) When I looked it I correctly guessed it was Victoria Secret cuz the interior detail is the infamous pink stripes. She said buy USD 25 and above products and you get the bag for free. Tempted ..but I could only afford the USD 10 keychain whcih is utterly beautiful and cute as well. She ask me want to buy the perfume or not 200 plus but I really don't need a perfume right now. I have a bottle of DKNY Apple yet to open.See la next year if The Bear get bonus I'll buy the perfume cuz it smells really nice. It's got this smell that is suitable for a casual day out where you feel pink and pretty.

w00t!! left bout a week till 2008. time really flies by fast. another year, a new start..I'm not big on huge countdown so I'll just whip out a diner for two with The Bear on NY's eve and watch the fireworks from his place.

Suddenly I got this Christmasy feeling. How I wish I'm in NY with the snow and seeing all those beautifully litted Christmas trees. That Gossip Girl show make want to go there even more..Dreaming..Keep dreaming. Dare to Dream,Dare to reach...Random rantings ya 'all.

good morning heartache

2007-12-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

I'm now in the holiday mood. Tomoro i'm working. not looking forward to it cuz the environment has changed. Or probably it's been two whole years at Starbucks. Been working there since 3 Decmber 2005. I think I worked at all the bukit bintang sotres befre except for pavilion which I've yet to visit. I've meet really genuine nice people and some really crazy people,bossy people,bitches,high maintenance customers,kiasu customers,no money but wants to drink customers, scared I tipu them customers and last but not least the Arabians during arab season. Testing your patience and increases your sign language skills..I'm the kinda person that can't really stick to something for too long. I get bored.Maybe it's just the holiday mood or I'm just fed up of working anymore...

Moving on, as EJ posted on his blog Jamie Lynn Spears is pregnant I have to give my 2 cents as an avid gossipreader. I usually get my dose of gossips in the wee hours of morning (3-4am) but yesterday I was at The Bear's place so i Missed out on my gossip feed. Back to the news ,how fucked up can the Spears family be. The mom wanted to publish a Christian book on parenting. The mom is such a greedy bitch who leeches over her daughter's publicity. She let the 16 year old daughter live with the bf and thus she got pregnant. I'm so gonna blame the mom cause she's till 16 for heaven's sake. And she want to publish a book on parenting. I think she should rename the book " Don't follow my footsteps"and in US as if it's really hard to buy condoms. Further more the news she's pregnant is given to US weekly a gossip mag. and then they say pls repsect our privacy. Hey if you want to announce, announce the proper way la. Bloody hell..the most fuckep up celebrity I've ever seen. The elder sis Britney memang tak boleh pakai already. Send her to rehab or what also cannot bring her back but to see her sis becomes like that...ewww. Another pregnant girl is Lili Allen. That one I can still accept eventhough she is still 22 but can consider she posseses a mature mind. Everyone is pregnant, like some kinda pregnant competition in Hollywood. Some celbs like Christina Aguilera,J Lo and Jessica Alba, I'm ahppy for them lo cuz they are ready. But like Nicole Ritchie..they won't last long la. in the next 20 years we'll see a new breed of celebs, rich and spoiled..There you have my rantings on the recent baby poppers in Hollywood. It's like you can snap your fingers a celeb is sperminated....

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flower cyanide

2007-12-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

I fell sick after my trip to genting. It's not the sole cause nor the main cause but it did contribute significantly to my cold.(Goff LJ in R v Pagett..i suck at criminal so i need to practice whenver i could..)On Friday i forced myself to come to college to finish the moral studies final and attend public law class. Half way through I bailed, I could not take it anymore and while bailing, I left my Sbux tumbler somewhere in college. Bloody hell. Luckily that tumbler is not collectors juz a normal 16 oz black abbey tumbler...but still sakit hati

Gosh..Is Taylor Hicks still in the limelight? He's singing in Asian Idol now(i'm watching now ler while blogging )..myabe no gigs for him back in the states..Now he's singing some country song in Indonesia now..hell like we Asians understand that genre well..dunno why they voted him in the first place. boo..

So as promised some Genting pictures. Not much there as I said. I went there for a nice break. Oh yeah I entered the casino..hehe. I won from one slot machine but loss overall. The Bear says is like that. Coming to casino is like donating money to the Lim family. I just play slots just to try it out. I thought the casino is a lively place like we see in Las Vegas( *drools* over Josh Duhamel), Oceans 11 and 13 and several movies la.. Where the casinos you can hear people laughing and having fun but it's totally opposite. The casino is intense especially the table games. I did not see people winning big just the dealers sweeping in the chips from players. I mean in roulette what are the odds la..we are talking 1/30-35 numbers?All I saw is people's money masuk this special hole carefully guarded by a manager. Nonetheless it was an eye opening experience. I can see why people can be easily addicted to gambling. Cuz you always feel that you can win more and you keep trying eventhough you won. But you still want to win more and more till you really don't money to get down from Genting. when you go the casino's toilet you'll see a lot of numbers stamped at the doors offering prostitutes and moneylenders. Serius they are taht obvious, one wrote" Offering beautiful girls call 01******" "we accept valuables rolex,cellphones etc call 01******"

Before and after casino was just shopping. Padini concept store is having sales. but you might ask in Kl also got. But eventhough the same sales, the clothes are still in trend and nice. Unlike in KL if it's offered 70% you might find clothes that are really outdated and the sizes are normally xl and xs. But in Genting, you get the normal sizes and the clothes are really nice. The jeans you can find your size easily and its really a bargain..I bought a jeans and a couple of tops there itself.The weather there is cold, I mean really cold, you can't see the sunlight for the weekend just mist. For me this trip is most laidback for me and The Bear cuz everywhere is full of ppl. The cinemas are full, so besides shoppping and casino we jsut slept in the hotel. Serious, we both were very tired physically from the hustle and bustle of city life and slept most of the time.Later the next day when going down to kl, we stopped by Taman Cendawan. Nothing special there, we jsut bought some mushrooms for my mom..another uneventful visit lo..Here are some pics as promise:

#1 My new hair cut

#2 Merry Christmas!! #3 Ai Chen spotted at Padini #4 Mushroom farm

stick together, team

2007-12-13T02:19:00.000+08:00

It's 2 something in the morning, I have to wake up around 7.30 cuz criminal tutorial is at 9.30 am. Damn early but I will make it to the class because is Miss Puvanes and she gives great tutorials. She's seldom late and the no nonsense kinda lecturer. I went to Genting the last weekend, the pics coming real soon ya. It's at The Bear's laptop and I din see him today..He's so busy working, I kesian him, overworked and underpaid. Anyhow, I skipped yet another public tutorial today. I just can't stand it la..going all the way to college for the two hour tutorial..it's a different story for criminal..I don't want to elaborate more on the lecturers, I'm threading on sensitive grounds as it is.

I kinda broke the declaration that I made to myself bout gaming. Back in high school, I'm the only girl within my class who's into gaming, I mean those Starcraft, Warcraft,Diablo etc..i do play the non violent games such as Sims and whatnot but i'm into those hack and slash games a lot. At that time CS was as its prime. Every kid plays CS in CCs. The group guys always invites me to CS and Dota. But I refuse standing on my ground to not pay for CC games and to save myself for the quicksand of addiction. i'm proud of myself being a CS virgin all along. I held on to it till now. The Bear installed CS in my pc.( he wants to try it on my monitor to see how great it is not knowing the consequence he brought forth) At first he let me try, I tried and said I don't want to play cuz I keep getting killed. Then the temptation to overcome the challenge is growing and now I think I can't keep my hands off it. There are so many maps yet to be explored..now i'm just using th cs_militia map till I can play a perfect game, which my stsndards is to kill all 6 CTs or reach 50 on my list.

There I admit I'm an addict. Reminds me of those AA meetings you seen on tv..Hi, My name is G0h Ai Chen, I'm a game addict(then the other ppl clap their hands).
Counsellor: So tell me, Miss Goh, when did you realise you need help?
Me: I first notice when I could not get up for classes due to my constant gaming at night. I procastinate saying I will stop but the urge of gaming is always there. I cant stop myself, I feel the need to finish a game asap so I can move on to the next game.My sleeping routine is jeopardize(evidently, since i'm posting this at 2.30 am).
Counsellor: You did a good job by coming to this meeting and admitting your problem. We are all here to support you..yada yada

bittersweet symphony

2007-12-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today I skipped contract for the second time. Last week was because the crappy malaysian studies mid term, today was cuz I beh tahan, I need a haircut. The sudden prompt when i saw the pics i took the other day, my hair is in a mess. Thus I opted for a more light waves and dyes in to really dark brown You guys just have to see tomorrow..

While I was sitting in the salon for 4 hours plus, I had time to reminiscence back when I was in high school..I was a meek girl when I was in Form 1. I have only a few friends and just trying to understand what high school was all about. It's a bit scary cuz my sch was one session, so the seniors are form 5 n 6 unlike other schools. Me a timid girl who hasn't even reach puberty and there a grown men( so i taught at that time) in my sch. Boys were a scary thought but I did had a crush on a malay guy who was form 5 at that time..He was in the prefectorial board, Kadet polis and won the Pembahas Parlimen. I don't why I had a crush on him back then but I was amazed by the Kadet polis when they march..They were allt all, dark and handsome(so i taught last time). He knows that i like him and he did call me but nothing much happen from there..It all happen back in year 1999..

Fast forward to form 3, I guess that was when I'm most happy as a teenager. It was a smooth sailing year, PMR was easy breezy and tat year I had 3 boyfriends. (puupy love). One i met during IU day, one had a crush on me but later got the guts to tell me and one more..I think that was my first love. He and I been together for 3 years plus. My first stable relationship. He was a top student in the school, also in the prefectorial board( hmm, I think I have a thing for gus in uniforms..blue to be exact) a scout too. Watching him march, melts my heart. i used to stayback at school to watch them march. I think the whole form 5, almost all my seniors knows I'm head over heels for him. We broke up when he got the news he flying to Ratatouille's hometown.. I didn't really get any closure form him, part of me still misses him and want to really hope he'll give the closure I need.

I think to be near with him back then , I applied for prefect and I got it and he was my senior that time. Nonetheless being a prefect was fun and fill up most of my senior year that time. Later when iw as in form 6, was a challenging year because I never really wanted to do it in the first place. But friendships were form and remain strong till now. Eventhough I don't like, but I never regretted it..

Ahh..it seems so long ago..high school..remains memories etched in my mind forever. The days where we just need to go to sch and survive the day and not worry bout anything else..bitter sweet memories that forms me today.

I added some pics. Don't be shocked I was thin back then. I had braces that does not allow me to eat a lot..hehe

#1 Form 4 chemistry teacher and my friend Pearly. #2 Mua friends in form 4 Xing,Me,Pearly,Yue Ling n Chin #3 Me and the seniors..The white guy is some F1 engineer. Guess which is my ex.

beyond compare

2007-12-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

I went for dinner with my high school friends. There were always five of us back in high school. Eventhough we were diff class but we remained friends. I got a suprising news today that one of my frens, Chin is pregnant. Here's the scenario of how Yue Ling brought the news to me before meeting the other girls

YL: Don't be suprised when you are going to see Chin later. She's different now
AC: (In my mind , pregnant??) Why she is so mature now with her OL dress up?
YL: No..just don't be suprised
AC: What??!! Tell me la.
YL: She's pregnant.
AC: OMG!! How many months? Why didn't you tell me?

I bombarded with questions after. I feel weird that one of us has moved on to another phase. I thought she is just gonna get married first cause her ~~boyfriend~~ husband is elder than her. She's pregnant for 6 months now, baby boy Gabriel Wong due at Feb 08 and a legally married woman

I just do not how to described the feeling that one of my dearest friends is having baby. She brought some ultrasound pics and The Baby is just adorable, so tiny living inside. I'm just speechless. She's ready to go to the realm of motherhood..Wow a different priority, mindset from us. While we are striving in the exam, she'll be thinkin bout her baby and the future. While we go clubbing, she'll be teaching her baby how to walk, when we graduate the baby will start to talk and call me AUNTY!!

I already promised her that I'll buy baby clothes for Gabriel. So I'm kinda excited to buy cute baby shirts..A BABY..I just can't get it out of my mind that my dear friend is having a cute n adorable Baby!! Pictures coming soon~

Tanker Goh, Submarine Lim n Motormouth Yoon

2007-11-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

So today is my actual day of birthday. Yes!! Finally I’m legally adult and can pretty much do anything I want. As u guys know I held a small party at my place on 24th Nov, so as promised the post and some pictures. Thank you all for the presents. I love the body Shop items that you guys bought me. I think especially Vera n Melissa cause ebing the girls I think they who picked the items. I love the Golden Apple and the Passion Fruit body butter. I do not know which to choose! My sis gave me a Guess bag and the other sis who is in Singapore bought me something which still remains a surprise. It was a simple gathering of college friends but it was nice. My bf installed this projector system in the living room so the interested ones can watch a movie or two. I lve the Secret Recipe cake, yogurt cheese to be exact. Not too cheesy cause it was a layer of yoghurt and cheese. .Nothing more to add but thank you all for celebrating with me this special occasion. Love you guys..

A lot of things been going on in college. This week I’m especially tired( no thanks to Hell Gate) and I’m bit emo too. Like yesterday, I was at the library mugging Malaysian Studies. A friend called, asking me where I am, I answered “I’m in the library”. I was bout to hang up but he continued saying did I reserved any place? I said, “No, I’m busy and I’m not free right now” He then cont saying that the class is half packed and he does not have enough things to help me reserve places. I cont, “ I said I’m not free, we’ll talk later, and if u want to reserve you do so , if cannot then it’s ok I’ll just sit behind” I then hanged up. I was mad cause he don’t seem to get it that I’m busy concentrating the Msia Studies, furthermore the classroom is in use till 2.30( he call round 1 pm), so it’s impossible that you can even go in the class now. I then ask Jie Hu to go check out and he said that the class is in use. Later after 10 minutes, he( the friend) asked me whether he can take my bag upstairs, I said No a few times till he get the picture and leave me alone. I’m very particular that when I’m in the library, people talk to me especially when it is out of topic. If it’s about the subject I’m studying now please make sure your questions directed to me is about that topic and don’ t keep bugging bout questions that I haven’t do yet(ie: if I’m doing quest 2 dun ask me quest 3 ). Please don’t get me wrong I will help my fellow friends if they have any doubt but please respect my boundary, when in library please be serious. I don’t want to bitch but it is bugging me a few days la. I just hope you guys don’t get me wrong that I’m a bitch..but it’s only in the library though, if I ‘m in the mood for a gossip session I’ll be in the BAC lounge, trust me no one wants to motormouth people more than me( ahh..maybe there’s one ,hint: vodka anyone?..no pun intended)

Enough rantings for a day..this week has been an emo week for me..left one more month to make 2007 a memorable year!!

Mua friends

Eating and talking The Bear and I

Ignore my crazy sis Mua family

WTF??

2007-11-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm going to upload my birthday post really soon. i think should be by next week. It's been a busy week after the party. Actually it's not that busy but I am playing this game call Hell Gate London I know I've said in college numerous time but I'm addicted to it..wtf..Wtf?? sounds familiar?? Nuff said ler bout that la..haha I'm making a vow and declaration here:

I, GOH AI CHEN (I/C 861130-56-****) HEREBY PROMISE NOT TO PLAY, BORROW,DOWNLOAD OR PURCHASE ANY PC GAMES FOR THE REMAINDER PERIOD OF MY LLB INTERMEDIATE UNIVERSITY OF LONDON EXTERNAL PROGRAMME. THIS PROMISE WILL BE IMPLEMENTED AS SOON AS I FINISHED THE HELL GATE LONDON GAME AND SYLVESTER'S STASH OF STRATEGY GAMES OR BY 31ST DECEMBER, WHICHEVER THAT COMES FIRST.
DEFINITION OF GAMES: An activity providing entertainment or amusement; a pastime: party games; word games.

Dear friends, while I'm stil sober please help me keep my promise. Help your dear friend here that is spinning out of control and drowning to the sea of game addiction...I need to go to games rehab i order for me to focus on my studies..

once i tasted chocolate

2007-11-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Thank you so much for ur msgs on previous blog post. Like always after an argument everything will be ok again..I believe my relationship with him can go to the next level but some fights like this..haih..Enough said ler. Tomorrow is my party and seems like more people are bailing out last minute. Seriously I'm sad, I hate rejcetion..Who doesnt? I just want to celebrate my brithday with my frens..Maybe i should not have a party and celebrate with my bf onli. But its my 21 birhtday..it should mean something rite? After this my birthday I should just go out wif my family. Just hope for the best tomorrow. Now I'm anxiously awaiting my Project Runway to finish downloaded... Here's some random pics..just to spice up my blog a bit..like Eu jin says the more pic the better

#1 College frens at Kl Sentral

#2 melissa,Jie Hu, Me n Beni Chris

#3 Camwhoring wif Melissa

#4 Got that antique feel, old people n clocks..like counting time of their life

#5 The clouds engulfing KL

vanilla bean

2007-11-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

i actually written a post before I went to gym. It was happy and all..but now I'm in no mood. I had those crappy fights of no ending with my bf. I dunno what happen but I was angry,he was angry. We were shouting through the phone. My phone was wet from tears. Me hanging up and calling back 2 minutes later. fought back again. Series of hanging ups n shouts..still the same. Both do not want to back down. I hate it. Hate everything. He says I've changed and that when I'm a lawyer I'll be worse. Which part of me has changed? the things that I'm learning now definitely change my view of life. Experiences and exposures to reality altered my perception. but isn't that part of life? No matter how my view change I still love him. He blames me for not understanding his work? Gosh everyone has stress, i tried to be an understanding gf but doing laundry when i go to his house or cleaning up is just not my cup of tea. I don't even do my own laundry or clean up my room. When i go to his house all I want is to sleep in his bed, with the comfortable quilt round me..I don't feel like doing all that. Does that make me a bad gf? We see each other almost everyday, if he is tired and don't feel like meeting me just say it. Don't come like I forced him too. i have to deal with his bad mood, as if I don't have my issues. Being a college student has its own stress and issues..cant he understand?I ahte averything right now. I love him but sometimes we just cant stand each other. I'm a person who is very sensitive of people's words. Every single vocabulary they use my mind will process the word to different interpretations. Even if he don't really pay attention to the words he use, I do and bad habit that I have I will rememeber each and every word he told me. etched in my mind, especially yhte words which I doubt the meaning and need clarification or words that hurt me. Like for instance "stupid" for me is the most hurtful word anyone can say to me. Of cause many of you don't think so but that word is like a double edged sword that hurts me the most. This kinda times I feel that the pieces don't fit anymore....

anti lizards

2007-11-15T19:32:00.000+08:00

It's time like this I feel protected. My father killed the lizard for me..I dunno if you guys know this but i'm scared of lizards,those house lizards. I was going up the stairs when this lizard was crawling at the wall. Beside, I shouted with a piece of cake in my miht for my dad. I quickly rna back down and my fatehr smack the lizard dead. Phew..my saviour!!. Yeah and my dad took my car for another check too..Love him. tata

tell tales

2007-11-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

I have to take a break from doing my public law assignment. I have finished the essay now left to do the draft for the other to two questions. Tiring but refuse to sleep cause i feel like wasting time for me to sleep when i know i'm going to wake up round 11 and won't get anything done. *pinches self*OMG!! Is that me talking?The sleepaholic I know that I am?? Don't know what got into me today that I just feel that I have so much I need to do..There is like 7 months more plus minus till May. I'm freaking myself out..I just feel that I need to work twice as hard if I wanna be successful. "If you work harder,you'll get luckier",Donald Trump. Thanks Jie Hu, for sharing the quote. I must work hard, must sacrifice!! no sacrifice, no victory. anyway i'm in a weird mood today .
It's now close to 2 am,my mind sub consciously telling me to study, my logical mind begging me to sleep,my body aching to be on the bed. Weird emotions going on. what the hell is going on with me? I never felt this way before. emotional roller coaster. I'm going insane or is it automatism?? What causes me to act this way? internal or external factors..Arrhh..I want to be free!!

Pompous arse

2007-11-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

mentally exhausted after criminal class. Baby it's raining,raining around evening. Stuck at college till bout 6 when rain subsides a bit. So college frens n i were chatting away to pass time. was fun as always taking bout random stuff. Slowly learning hokkien because Jie Hu,Eu Jin n Melissa converse in hokkien. Reminds me back when I was in Kedah for CNY when i followed The Bear back. I felt like an alien listening to Hokkien all round me.I'll be staring on the floor or the tv spacing out my mind form the alien language round me. I'm hokkien but since my father converse in cantonese with his parents so the language died down in my family.Ok back to criminal class, this time Miss Puvanes aka Bullet Train is going slower than the previous round of lectures, maybe because we revised her notes( I don't want to but she's too fast that you have to revise her notes). Furthermore based on a girl's intuition I think she is ~~SperminatedPrego~~ Pregnant!! She gained weight and her belly is just rounder, she's nicer and have that certain glow I guess. No one dare to ask, it's she not pregnant how embarassing it will be..
tomorrow another boring class for Arnold's tutorial..boring boring..i go only to get new questions to do and hand in my previous essays..
I'm worried that no one will come to my party, already 3 of my frens can't come..haih..hopefully my party will turn out good..thts all wanna go redo my notes..emosification starting again..

blue blue sky

2007-11-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

the sky was exceptionally beauutiful this afternoon. Maybe it's been a while since i stared up at the sky.Me with my mp3 playing the beautiful lisa ono song. It was a nice ride back home in the lrt just staring at the sky. I was wondering how people rise and fall so easily. one moment they can popular and one moment they can be no one. Lies n boasting cant bring u no where. It's either you have a mercedes or not. No one will mind. people don't care whether you are cousin with amber for all I care. What you own don't determine who you are. So what you have a bungalow here and there?It doesn't determine that you are a good friend. I try my best to stay true, maybe sometimes i envy people because most my frens have parents to give them allowance or some a holiday in australia for christmas and most of all get the chance to study in UK. Envy yes, but I'm proud that i'm able to study with a loan and thanked my mom for lending money to me. i dun have monthly allowance,I dun have a bungalow,I dun have a VVIP at some club,My parents dun have mercedes just an old wira. I dun have lie about it,it's just who I am. Why should I be embarassed? So should you. So your family is not perfect heck there is no perfect family in the world, just don't fake what you don't have. No one cares.Get it? Friendship is a cherished relationship, a good friend can help through thick and thin. Every people yearns for that one good friends. For the first time I feel that I let my guard down and feel cheated. Disappointed at myself mainly. haih the ups and downs of life. Guess i should be more careful next time..

rantings

2007-11-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

The blogger is making me crazy again.just when I have the modd to blog, they want to do their maintenance or something. My head is hurting around my eyes when I wear glasses now. I dunno why maybe becsue my power just increased, but when I changed to lenses it’s ok eventhough both power is the same. So this week is holidays, my UOL books have arrived safely and I updated my public and clr notes. Now left criminal and contract. The new syllabus for CLR is scary, not only no stock for the study packs n study guides,but when I went to the VLE site, the CLR study pack is not available yet. I shock cause next may is the exams and the new paper on research is tough as it is. I went to UOL website to do the research exercises and I can’t get the correct answers. Then I printed out the chapter 5 for study guide and dun understand what the content is. Worried like hell man, will somebody explain to me how to do the research paper and what possible question in the CLR exams? Moving on, these few eeks like you read in my blog is hectic. My birthday is end of this month, and I can still can’t decide whether to do my party at my house or in Fridays. I thought I wanna do it in Fridays but after listing down the amount of frens I want to invite its close to 30. Thus after the holidays I have start inviting them to my house instead. The possible date is 24th november. My bf said he knew this great catering and will do seafood barbeque for the party. Unrelated to this topic, I’ve received a couple of friends request in facebook and friendster form people who is in the same college that I dunno their name. There was once a girl ask me whether the class was upstairs. She said”hey, where’s the class”. I answered its in 4th floor although I dunno who she is and assumes she’s in the same class as me. It’s feel kinda weird that people recognise me but I don’t know who they are. Furthermore I’m already bad with names n faces, sometimes they chatwith me as if I know them. Of course I’ll be normal and chat with them but really sometimes I don’t know them.This week I’m been in my house theree days in a row. I see the sunlight but did not venture out. Bf has been working late almost everyday now, coming back about 11 pm. Not that I do not want to work, but no more time slots for me..tsk tsk..no money. So mushroomed in my house doing msia studies,laundry,cleaning( a bit la) and waiting patiently for my series to be downloaded. Tha’s all la my daily rantings..

u know who u r

2007-11-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

this two weeks was eventful and busy nonetheless. I got my car finally courtesy from The bear. It's a red kancil plate BFE1787. It's second hand auto sold for RM 7500.It's my bf 21st birthday present for me. I'm so happy that finally i can drive to places without the wait. Cause i uslly take the lrt to work or school so I have to wait for my dad or bf to fetch me to the station. kinda tedious. I cant really drive to the station yet cause i'm still lacking in road skills..hopefully soon enough i'll be able too. this two weeks in college was kinda hectic,beisdes classes are increasing some actions by a person has disappointed me n some of my frens. i trusted her. i did not know she would lie to everyone. a different story here n there. we confronted her but seems no different. the relationship is just going downhill. frenship ain't the same anymore. i dunno if she knows how i feel but if she's reading this blog,she'll know now. i dunno how to talk to her anymore.call me coward but i dunno how to confront all this face to face.what she told me contradicts with her actions. i pity her sometimes but at the same time i dun know how to befriends like the way we used to. a fren should be honest. the way she handle an event made me see her true colours. if the particular person is reading this blog, i tried to be your fren,support you but you should be true to yourself. reputation is not everything, did you volunteer the job for your reputation? if yes, that's why the commitment to make the event great its not there. cause i personally feel the event is bout u. not only do i think that but others too have come to me and said that. they complain to me, at first i defended u, but too many things had happen that prove that. speechless when i found out diff accounts of story you told. it may be a small story but it's diff version everytime.i safeguarded your secret that you said not to tell anybody but in the end evrybody knows because you who told them all. i have to lie to them to protect the not so secret anymore. i dunno whther i could trust you anymore. when the decor went to times square to do their job you told them not to go behind your back. why is that? those are the little people left to help you but you marah them like that? your indeciveness in changing the date also arouses supiciousness. everybody has agreed and rajan has announce it' gonna be 22nd. but when chan told you bout the tang yuan festival you quickly wants to chagne to jan5 which coincidently falls on ur birthday.i already told you ,you have to choose your family or the event? you choose both and made it worse,for your mom and the commitee.you can't have both. life's is not a competition for attention. you said you want to step down but then when the meeting form what i see you said if all of u trust me i'll won't quit. why hold on? what are you holding on? your ego?reputation? i'm sorry if you are hurt. i'm hurt too. it's not that we did not talk to you bout it. maybe it's your nature. nnetheless our frenship wun be the same anymore. i also dunno whther i'll trust anyone like i trusted you.i feel stupid in a way now.

been tagged by matt

2007-10-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

Have you ever... Taken a picture completely naked? Yes Made out with a friend on your MySpace/Facebook page? No Danced in front of your mirror naked? Yea Told a lie? Sure Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? No Been arrested? No. Made out with someone of the same sex? No Seen someone die?no Slept in until 5pm?yes Had sex at work? No . Fallen asleep at work/school?Yea Held a snake? Yea Ran a red light? no Been suspended from school? No Totaled your car in an accident? No. Pole danced? wolud like to Smoked? no Been fired from a job? no Sang karaoke? Yes. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yea..a lot of times Laughed until a drink came out your nose? once Caught a snowflake on your tongue?no Kissed in the rain? no..but it would be nice in the streets of new york like in Heroes Sang in the shower? yea Given your private parts a nickname? no!! Ever gone out without underwear? no Sat on a roof top? no Played chicken? wut's that? Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No. Broken a bone? Never Mooned/flashed someone? no Shaved your head? No Slept naked? yea Played a prank on someone? yea Had a gym membership? yea Felt like killing someone? yea Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? yea Cried over someone you were in love with?yea Had sex more than 10 times in one day? No Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? huh? Been in a band? no Subscribed to Maxim? No. Taken more than 10 shots of alcohol? no Shot a gun? No Had sex today?no Played strip poker? no Tripped on mushrooms? no Donated Blood? No.tried but my blood is low iron.. Video taped yourself having sex? No Eaten alligator meat? No Ever jump out of an airplane? No Have you been to more than 10 countries?no Ever wanted to have sex with a platonic friend? No. Do you have mixed feelings about your mother? as in love-hate relationship? Have your parents ever seen you naked? no..dun ever want to Would you rather be able to fly or be invisible? fly Additional questions that the next people will have to add: Had a crush on friends's bf/gf? Is your childhood ambition the same as now?

huckleberry

2007-10-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

Two posts in one day clearly shows I'm too bored. Bored till i watched an old chinese movie on tv. Old school ass kicking kung fu. Was chatting with my friend. both wanitng the same thing. A car!! so we can go out on saturday nitghs like this. My bf is getting me one by end of this year..Now i'm emosified listening to qiao Weiyi's ong. She's a Chinse singer form china singing some chinese n western classics. the music is fusion between the chinese instruments n modern musical equipement. Her voice is husky and seducing..Beautiful. i first heard her music was back at Malacca enjoying the fabulous Nyonya cendol in an old shop. The shop was decorated with antiques and old pics. It still has the empty ceiling which the chinese made for air circualtion. Thus the sunlight shines through and with an occasional breeze, it's hard to forget. Adding to the feeling is the music by qiao weiyi. Momentous..never fails to carve a smile on my face thinking bout that moment...i'll post the pics real soon..the blogger is not co operating rite now

patchwork tote bag...my fab bag

2007-10-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

This weekend tld you guys i'm going to lighthouse rite? I bailed casue have to share room with some other people. Yesterday had this gue fight with my bf. He said I'm a spoil brat not wanting to share room wif his frens. I have a hard time communicating wif his frens cause the age gap is big. Furthermore they mostly speak mandarin. I understand but it's hard to not talk back in mandarin. I can befriends with them but I cannot sleep with them in same room even for a night. That's too much. I feel guilty for not going and things got heated and we argued till like 3 in the morining and he's leaving at 6. Dunno la sometimes things just happen. Parcels of life i guess. Moving on, facebook is so addcitive!! I joined the Malaysian Photography Group and upload some pics. Got a some cool comments from professional photographers. I'm ahppy that they like it. They gave me hints on how to improve and I can't wait to go snapping photos next week. I think i wanna go dataran merdeka. i got some cool ideas and cant wait to get my hands on the camera. My bf just bought an extra lens so another day of creativity coming up.i'm now following this new series in US called Gossip Girl. It's from a novel that I've yet to read but its a nice show. I just love the taglines like"You know you love me. Gossip Girl XOXO". You guys should download it cause I don't think it's aired in Astro yet. Private Practice is better then Grey's Anatomy. The only thing lacking is the crazy cases that aired Grey's Anatomy. Just now i apent two hours doing this tutorial ques on the role of Lord Chancellor. I got all the idea but once translated to paper it's messed up. don't care la just submitt it and see how the lecturer says. gonna blog again soon kua cause my Criminal Minds just finished downloaded...

moodless

2007-10-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

I've exhausted all my downloaded series on my pc.This week from tuesday till thursday(midnight) I'm emosified. Moodless..do they have a word like that? I don't know but i'm moodless. No mood for anything. Little things irks me,the noise of people talking, telephone ringing,foodsteps..I was actually having a lil bit of mood in MPH but all these things just makes me moodles back again. I don't blame anyone cause it's public but I don't know why is this happening t me? I sigh for like hundreds of time in the car wif my bf today complaining my utter moodlessness these few days. Oh yeah I freaking hate logging to blogger.com now. I typed in my email every single time despite me ticking every single time to remember me. I guess even this blogger choose to ignore me. The owner of my tiny lil blogsite.I'm itching for something big to happen, I can stay in a flat line for long,me I always love new things and now after months of no events Im back to square one with my emotions. I always depict my mood in a graph mode and now it's flat.Plain flat. My bf colleagues are hosting an outing to a lighthouse somewhere in Klang and go midnight fishing.I'm inivited of cause but not even that news delights me. Emo emo pls go away..i wanna feel happy and wish my springy feeling will come back...( freaking blogger wouldnt aven left me upload my pics. damnit..

random

2007-10-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

This weekend I was working closing first times since ages. It was fun thoguh spending raya wif my manager Aimi and eating doughnuts n rendang.Aimi had to cancel her leave because last minute changes and she was sad n crying cause cant go back to her family. So Fion n Stephanie tapau food for her. So since she knows i love to eat i get to share. gossip wif her while working was fun.she's like a sister to me. funny how I misjudge her when i heard stories back of her when i was in times square..then on monday i asked my bf to cook for me. and he did.I lvoe him for being so caring. I told him what i want to eat and he cooked for me..love him to bits. I wante to drink hamchoy soup with tofu n steamed fish. Well he did cook for me and he did the washing too..He went to supermarket to buy the ingredients too when I'm working. This weekend is great with him accompanying me. tomorrow is back to reality world. i'm working tommorrow after much persuasion by managers.Seriously lack of partners but good news is the partner i so hate working with QUITS!! For me it's a win-win situation.Haha i sound so bad.Oh yeah my mum brought back some of her old photos when she was a kid.I look so like her when i was a kid. Scary when i look at the pics like seeing myself in the 60s.Gonna post the pics later after i scan it. for now that its la for my rantings.some random pics too

#1 At The Baker #2 Bye bye Popo..

blah

2007-10-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

These two weeks was a daze for me. Classes and slugging at home. My grandma finally went home to the Lord on 1st Oct. She did a surgery in Pantai Bangsar for a tumour in her brain. The doctor said it was a minor surgery and she'll get better. Yeah right the surgeons all just want your money. csue opening up your brain is not a minor surgery plus she's 78. She did not get better after the surgery. She was there in Pantai Bangsar about a month then she was transferred to HKL cause there is not much to be done. there she was a worse condition, my mom praing beside her asking her to let Jesus take her back and not suffer anymore cause the day before that she had a heart attack. The doc ask my parents to make decison whether to use the resucitaiton unit if she falls into another cardiac arrest. On the night itself my parents got a call and the doc pronounced they she was dead. It was God's will cause when my mom was talking to her about praying to be let home with God, she understood and her prayer was answered and I know she's in heaven now..WE held her service in Xiao En center which like Nirwana and almost half the church came and it was a beautiful service,my grandma aka popo look beautiful.She was cremated and laid to rest beside my granpa grave.My family and I did not cry casue one thing about Christians is that you know that they are in a great place and we are happy about that. WE may miss her physically but rejoice that she went home. My mom was kinda emo a few days but she is strong all the way. So thatwas the mjor part of Oct. I'm working these few days and raya too for its triple pay.Got to wake up early as usual. Gosh I'm emo these month. i dunno why.It's like I feel life now is standstill, I'm ging through it like a zombie awaiting for my bf's house my car. But when?? no certian date. Haih..wait n wait. Patience is thinning. teh only thing that I'm looking forward is the series I'm downloading and games I play everyday. Boring life..Emosified to max ady.

media

2007-09-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'm missing blogging already. This few weeks I'm glued on my chair to play the games I've downloaded. Furthermore the fall season has befall US and all the new seasons are out. There are a lot of series I'm frantically d/loading which are CSI,CSI:MIAMI,CSI:NY,HEROES,PRISON BREAK,DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, SHARK,NCIS,UGLY BETTY,CRIMINAL MINDS,GREY'S ANATOMY, PRIVATE PRACTICE,KITCHEN NIGHTMARES,BIONIC WOMAN ,AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL and still searching for new series. I'm downloading so many series and new ones to see whther is it any good.Cause some new seasons just disappoints me like LOSt. Man, I just lost it with this show. I used to love the mystery and intensity of the show but it's getting to absurd to even accept that an island so big is virtually undetectable.for PRISON BREAK, I'm still contemplating to stay tune to it. Wentworth is still hot as ever but somehow him ended in Sona another prison just aint that interesting anymore. I'll see how is the show a couple more episodes. KITCHEN NIGHTMARES is a reality tv show about Gordon Ramsay the chef from Hell's Kitchen is doing a makeover on restaurant who are on the verge of bankruptcy. He'll help them with their menu,staffing etc. The series is good with Gordon Ramsay in his usual self that shoots- you- straight- in- your- face type of attitude. I'm still waiting on CSI to finish downloading but CSI NY n MIAMI is not bad for their comeback season.CRIMINAL MINDS n SHARK is a show where i had enitrely missed their pervious seasons but it is a great show nonetheless. ANTM 9 as usual you can just spot the bitches in the first episode already but I'm gonna watch cause of Mr n ms Jay..the two cool gays.GREY'S ANTAOMY n PRIVATE PRACTICE I'm still waiting for it but I wanna see it Private Practice is any good cause the previous season of greys anatomy is terrible especially when they fired Isaiah. Still waiitng as patiently as I can. Heroes is exciting as ever and a new storyline has develop.Peter Petrelli still is laove but Is Sylar alive too?? enough of me blabbing bout these series. need to share my views cause mst of my frens in college dun download series like i do ;<

addicted

2007-09-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

Oh God, I know it is the Sin of Eve who led woman suffer pain. i thought the suffering was during labour but why monthly periods?? I'm bloated and having cramps. ARhh..life of a woman... On the brighter side of things I finally found the universal crack for reflexive games. I've been searching high and low in the internet for almost a day and I finally found it. So i can just down the games and keygen the code!! So for these two days I've been glued to the pc playing big Kahuna Reef, Little Treasure shop and Mystery P.I..I'm so addicted to search and find games..Guys you can go to and download the games. Try the games first before the 2 hour trial ends and if u love it msg me or msn me I'll provide the crack..it's very easy to use..

Rantings

2007-09-17T21:50:00.001+08:00

My greatest ambition since I was young was to be a Criminal Pyschologist. I always have a knack for crimes commited. No this wasn't the CSI effect. It was way before, back then I always borrowed books on this subject. The books where they give detail accounts of what happen, why did the killers behave the way they do,history etc. I love the books so much i renewed it a lot oftimes. From Jack the Ripper to Bonnie and Clyde ,Charles manson,Ted Bundy,Son of Sam and many more. Sadly Malaysia do not have a great opportuinity in this area. My greatest want is to look in a killer's eyes and ask them what when through their mind when they stabbed a person. Is killing a compulsion? do they feel relief after perfroming the act? it takes gut to analyse their behaviour that's why Halloween is my favourite movie. Michael Myers and his compulsion to kill. Sometimes I wonder who is Jack the Ripper or The Zodiac and maybe when I'm dead and went to heaven I will ask God who is these people whose mysteries remain unsloved till today.

over encumbered

2007-09-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

finally the much anitciapted,awaited new semester reopens!1 you may call me crazy but I've been a mushroom in my house bored to death. The first calss was at the biggest Lecture Hall on 4th floor and the first class was Common Law Reasoning. I am the January intake bacth but I skipped this subject during my first round classes cause it was taught by Miss Jackie Law. She is so boring that I skipped her whole semester and awaits Mr Raja Singham to teach. His first class was boring cuz just a run through on the chapters yada yada yada...bored~Todays class was ok cuz eventhough rabinder is still touching on First chapter of Public I can catch up cuz I've done the whole syllabus by Dr anand. He is realy intense. If I'm a new studetn I would be lost cuz he expects you to read first and know the basics. Thank God I enrolled early so it was a refresher course for me. He reminds me of my Bio tuition lecturer Dr Linggam. He is tall with super long legs and his face bears a resemblance. Plus the way he talks is very calm with slight hint of dry humour and the tone of his voice is clear and conscise.
I'm slightly worry on how to take the exam. It is too early but I felt I havent been doing any studying which I don't know where to start..haih..the jitters are hitting me cause all said UOL is tough, you need to work hard,no playing around bla bla bla..I'm scared. Felt like back in STPM where I just scraped through. Just those days where you feel lost...*sigh*

Some things are just so true

2007-09-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are 28% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

Are You Emo?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

As promised Aquaria Pics

2007-09-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

#1 Starfish y'all #2 Hey Bitches!! #3Dry humping maybe??OMG!! threesome!! #4Stop looking at my Sexy Pout

#5 Whats up dude?? #6 My brother from Down Under killed the Crocodile Hunter #7 Teenage Turtles #8 Sunken Black Pearl??

Nada Mais lately

2007-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today is the first Sunday I've not worked for months.feels great actually,sleep in late and went out with The Bear. We actually went to zoo negara at first but mother nature weren't kind. Wasted RM 30 so we went to Aquaria instead. It was a nice experience seeing turtles ans sharks upclose.The turtles are cute.I ill upload the pics soon, now I have no patience to wait. Bloggint takes patience. Not the writing part but the uploading part..but i have patience in waiting for my movies to downaload cuz I just leave the pc on. Movies i'm currently d/loading is Halloween 2007 and couple of music albums. I'm currently listening to Lisa Ono now. Her voice is soft ,subtlely strong yet husky at the same time. Ahhh..pleasures from music, the bass,the collabration of piano and the tapping of the drum..The symphony of it all hits you right at heart and sometimes it you hear the song that captures your mood oh so perfectly , the moment is priceless. And it is possible I found a song that I so love right now. Overjoyed by Stevie wonder sung by Lisa Ono.

Rantings

2007-08-31T21:04:00.001+08:00

today is a quiet Friday for me. I'm not celebrating Merdeka at all. I was looking forward to fireworks yest nite at my bf's place. Fireworks? NADA!!!So disappoiting. I just can't feel the independence we said we achieved in 50 years. Yes, Ali, Muthu and Chan still live together "harmoniously". But Ali can get to local U wif just 3.0 GPA. Chan with 4.0 GPa was denied and Muthu was sent off to some ulu place for uni. Muthu married a Malay girl,divorced but cannot revert back his religion. Muthu later died and his body was not laid to rest properly.Maybe Muthu is still in the morgue awaiting burial?? Chan was successful in doing a pig farming business. It was at some rural places. not long later it was closed down because maybe some villagers wanna build a mosque nearby?? Or did they pollute the nearby river and blames it on Chan? What about Ali?Well Ali got a huge chunk of land at FELDA,maybe a holder of Class F contractor and "lends" his license and just wait for the percentage in profit. His kids might also get Petronas scholarships and study overseas. Maybe he is also running For MP and talks about woman all the time..and gets away for it.. Happy merdeka folks!! I am going to be 71 to see 100 years of independence. Will I still be alive? Will i still be in Malaysia? What would Malaysia be like? Of cause we gonna be modern, hell we are talking globalisation so technology and modernisation is bound to happen regardless how many years we are independent. i see cracks already in Malaysia. We will see who is going to fix the cracks and will it break? do you want to be the person who fixes the cracks,waits till it breaks or find another pot somewhere?? Disclaimer: All these characters are fictional and any resemblance to anyone is unintentional.

Jetaime

2007-08-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

Ah..the Enchanting city of Paris..I always wanted to got there and listening to Le Festin by Camille really made my heart wander. Even the movie Ratatouille showcases the beauty of the city..Part of me wishes that when I walk through the streets one day i will get to bump in with Liquid. He left to France few years back and I still haven't got my closure. But when I listen to any news regarding that cultural country my heart skipped a beat. He crosses to my mind.How is he? Is he doing fine??That city is charming but will i get my hopes too high when i reach there and it is not as beautiful as it seems. My dream might be getting closer. My bf told me he MIGHT get the chance to a all expenses paid holiday to the place of his choice. I already set my heart on Paris or Maldives. *cross fingers*i just love France..Next year I am going to take up French..I am determined but for now just listening to beautiful French musicsoothes my eager soul..

rantings

2007-08-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'm so fucking boring now. Still awaiting for my movies to finish downlad. boyfren out to work for some event.Me alone on a nice saturday night. Working tommorrow morning. life's just so mundane now. Fren invites me to to Zouk on merdeka eve but cant go cuz working opening. triple pay summore but seriously I have no life ady. i already told myself and discussed wif The bear that I would not work so much anymore. 14 hours a months just to keep my part time status. I love Starbucks, sayang for me to let go of it..Oh yeah i permed my hair, not what i expected, I look reli old but I think it's better now cuz I know how to style it now. Wait till it's a bit longer I think it'll be nice.Next month i'm taking refresher course on how to drive on the road. Waste a bit of money but it's ok cuz if The Bear teaches me we end up arguing..Since I got an avaible car for me to drive I have to la. My bf drives a company car so his car he lends to me. I'm looking forward to september cuz college starts, series are starting soon and get to hang out wif frens . I miss them ady after the penang trip. I wanna eat banana leaf rice the first of college reopens..Boring boring..ar..life sux..same shit diff days

tagged~

2007-08-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE THE RULES: > Each blogger must post these rules first. > Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. > Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. > At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. > Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

I like to sleep. I sleep when I'm Sad,angry or whenever I like. My body clock is always messed up. I can sleep till noon and continue after a short period of activeness and continue till the next morning.
I can't sleep under a fan or be in a room that operates with fan only for too long. My feet will start to itch. It is different for school because I'm wearing socks. Don't ask me why I have such peculiar habit..Call me spoilt cause i only have air-con in my room.Even in my own living room I cannot stay more than two hours without turning on the air con. If i really have to I'll have to slab on loads of body lotion on my feet..Weird right??
I dont' like to eat Popcorn, fishballs,bittergourd and spinach. popcorn n fishballs are many people's favourites. Not me.. i can't stand the popcorn smell.
When in a movie I'll always opt for the side seats. Many of my frens know that. i like to have space and not feel cramped up and also easy access to the WC..
When i'm myself with frens i'm an independent person. When i'm with bf I'm totally opposite. I like have a split personality between the world and my bf..
i like talking to foreigners. Love to hear what they think about us and more about their way of life. Since i have no money to travel,they are like my connection to the real outside world. Mags,tv or net just doesn't tell u all of it..
i am a very clumsy person. Like these few days i cut my finger twice on the same finger. I always lose my things. That made me buy a new one and in the end i end up with two of them. My favourite line that my lost stuff will eventually turn up(pisses of my bf everytime i use this excuse).I also tends break things easily..i used too much excessive force i guess..=p
i love to watch movies.when i'm watching a movie or series i demand total peace and quiet.if i'm in a cinema it's ok with a lil noise cause its expected but when at home i really hate if my anyone talks to me while i'm watching tv.

pink beach

2007-08-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

i worked opening this morning. Was ok cause the partners today was helpful and the ones i like to work with. So I wasn't really that tired and I dun feel I had to do all the stuff by myself. There were changes in management and partners and some of them are just too lazy to stock up. Some mornings I had to stock up the whole milk shelf, make the bar mocha, clean the milk wand, pick up the damn rubish at the cafe and grind coffee very single week...I don't mind doing it but some of them delibrately waits for someone to do it. And one day while i was opening i opened the chiller and discovered a whole jug of choc mix spilled in the chiller. And one more thing, the jug was standing at the time. Means that some F**Cker knew about it cuz and if it was accidental the jug would be in a horizontal postion. It doesn' t take a CSI to discover that.!!i asked around and nobody admitt la. Damn it I have to do the cleaning up. Somedays are just demoralising to work there anymore. On other news, I cut my finger deeply today. i bought a new eyebrow trimmer and accidently pulled out the cover to hard till it just slashed my finger. Blood was gushing out and would not stop. changed the plaster twice because of too much blood. The Bear called me to ask em how i was and I told him. He was like so kan cheong like that saying that I am banned from using it and that he''ll trimmed my eyebrows next time. 10 minutes later he called again ask me to mms the pic of my wound to him..My bear is so caring..He always takes care of me and knows my clumsiness so he consficated my penknife because first I'm too lazy to use a mat to protect my table when I'm using it and of cause I cut my fingers quite a number of time with it. Aww..lil things he do really makes me love him more despite our petty arguments from time to time. I still love him~ Okok some of u guys might be getting goosebumps so I'll just stop here la..Tata

meeks

2007-08-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

What a boring day today. Finally finished watching the CSI dvds I bought back at Petaling Street. The finale was great..like a movie and it was directed Quentin Tarantino. The part where Stokes was buried alive. Woah!! that was intense. My boyfren today is super tired, came to my house for dinner then slept for about an hour and off to rush a tender at night. now at 11pm..work till morning I guess. Damn kesian la him. Sometimes i wish i was older so I can work and we both will be another stage in life where he won't have to wait for me to finish studies. In my blog i wanna name my bf a nickname la. his rela name Allan Tan and since he is larger then most guys I'll nickname The Bear..hehe. I notced The Bear has an OCD thing going on. As i blogged before he likes to keep things clean. sometimes out of the blue he would clean my room for me. Not major spring cleaning la but a bit here n there. Once he woke up to go to the toilet and then he proceeded in putting back my stuff ie my books, remote controls etc then hangs back my clothes i often dumped all over after I wore it. Then he goes back to sleep. I mean he is awake and all but this is such a peculiar habit. He also cannot tahan if I'm operating a new gadget or a fragile stuff. He would observe me and be there in case I break it. his hands will just be in an alert position. I always ask him Are u OCD-ing now? when I see start to see his hands moving just to pick something up. He just cant stand stuff lying around or unorganized. There was once he wants to sew up a button that was loose, I borrowed my mum's sewing box which where all the stuff is chucked int eh box. He just cannot stand it and starts his OCD habit and clean n organized the sewing stuff back nicely in the box..Its funy to see him like that. Cute~ That's one of the things why I love The Bear very much...

Penang. We came and conquered~

2007-08-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

There you go the pics of Penang. I didn't took as much photos that I would like cause not nice using a digital camera as oppose to a nikon d40. Anyways here the breakdown of the trip.

First day we arrived at the bus station and after we checked in we went to lunch at some koiptiam then proceeded to the snake temple which converted to a mini snake exhibition which was fun cause you get to take pictures with the large phython. next we went back to the hotel cause Sherlyn wasn't feeling well. There me and the boys played some card game which the punishment is pillow bashing. Was fun and poor Jie Hu the clown was the ultimate victim. We went to dinner later at Gurney. Food there was so so but once you at Penang you have to come to Gurney right?
Second day we went to Kek Lok Si temple. Jie hu borught us to the upper part of the temple which is still under construction. took a couple of pics there and just enjoying the view. Next we took the tortoise tramp up the hill. Packed and so slow but once up there it was like Fraser's hill. We wanted to go to the canopy walk which was a 1.6km hike up the hill. Tiring but it was worth it once you walk through the canopy walk. Seet was hyperactive, not scared at all and keep jumping causing the canopy to sway. Didn't know he was that crazy cause in class he is like super serious all the time. After that we while walking down it was raining so we all went under a shelterwith a an australian couple. Caht a lil while looking to fantastic view of Penang. It was nice and peaceful listening to the raindrops and soaking the God's creation..after a dreadful ride down the tortoise tramp we went back to the hotel and proceeded to batu Feringhi. Jie hu said there is this beach where there is minimal humans visiting and that he usually goes there for some peace and quiet. It was beautiful beside the rocks and you can also see a colony of crabs too. We all were just sitting there relaxing and waves crushing the rocks and also waiting for the sunset.It was just beautiful and my most favourite part of the trip cause I love beaches..Next we went to a western dinner at a house converted to restaurant at night. It was cheap for a western dinner and sometimes when I order some food at Penang i also forgot how cheap it was. RM 2 for bowl of mee...where la you gonna get in KL??
Day 3 we packed up and proceeded for an ealy checkout cause the bus was at 12 pm. Before that we went Him Heang co. to buy some tambun Pneah for our families and also some buah pala etc..Next we just drop by botanical garden and took some pics also.So that's it la the penang trip. would love to go out again with my collegemates...Here are the pics in random order

Footsteps on the beach.. Nice sunset at Batu Feringhi Congrats!! To the newlyweds Our tourguide explaining the view of Penang Secret bungalow found on Penang Hill

Us at the beach aka Jiehu's secret spot~ Garden wedding concept Seet almost reaching Nirvana I know we look alike~

Scary~

When you eat with the guys.... Near Queensbaymall From left:Sherlyn,Jie Hu, Matt,Terence,Seet , Me!!

Squatting: Philip

penang trip

2007-08-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Penang finally!! It was fun going out wif frens. Been a while since I had so much fun. More update coming soon..Here are some teasers:

Elmo elmo..r u ok?

2007-08-07T14:01:00.000+08:00

During the weekend, was working in the mornings as usual. Normally on Saturday I'll cook something for late lunch and laze around in my bf's house. I wanted to boil some Ham choy soup which was my favourite but bf wanted my Aglio Olio Pasta 3rd Sat in a row. Ok la I made Aglio Olio with Lemon Shrimp served with Sauteed White Mushroom and garlic...Then we slept but damn sien la in the evening. So we went to an impromptu photography session in Klcc..But kinda fun too. I'm using a Nikon D40 camera and him a semi pro- canon camera. Still learning though but the camera that I'm using is really great. The refresh rate is superb and if got chance I think wanna add extra lens to it so can zoom even more closer.. Next morning, work again..then decided to go Butterfyl park and hibiscus park to take even more pics. I like talking pics of flowers. Very easy and the colours is so bright and colourful. I took a lot of flower pictures cause I'm still grasping the angle and setting to take scenery or landscape pics. While sitting and resting found a wallet on the bench. Belongs to an indonesian guy with money in it. I wanted to just return to guard but my boyfren wanted to call the person because there's this imigration card in it. Called but to no avail but my boyfren was restless saying that if we gace back to the guard the guy will probably never see it again. After trying a few numbers in the wallet still cannot find the person so we gave to the guard. i mean my boyfren is such a kind hearted person, where as I can be cold hearted sometimes. He would always give money to beggars where I will not, depending on the condition of the beggar. He would give money to monks,ppl who come to ask for donations etc. I would always marah him saying that,he should not give cuz it's apparent that they are such a fake. he would like it's,ok..better he gave to sastify his conscience then doubting whther he is real or not.that's another reason I love him so much. Hell he won't even be suck a kiasu like me pushing away to take the train. He would always be the last to board the bus or train bcause he always wants to give way first..Here just a few pics I took. I think I'm gonna some sort of album for you guys to view..see la when I'm free. For now wanna play civcity Rome..

never again

2007-08-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's the time of the year again where I'm hung over on life. Furthermore Miss Meera gave us pep talk today about we are not taking this seriously.I love law. It's not easy but it's my element,it's what i'm born to do. I'm just letting laziness creep upon me. I know I'm smart. I can absorb lectures easily and can understand the elements. I'm just lazy do extra work. It's always been like that I'm easily distracted, easily bored, and just lack motivation. I need to change, i need to survive intermediate because it's tough. i always know that I'm capable to do anything, I know since young that I can be successful in career. Many of my frens told me that, in college or high school. I'm glad that people told me that.I cannot disappoint myself, I have too much ego to fail..fail myself especially. I don't really care if I fail my family cause they don't seem to care about me anyways. I ahve to learn to stop proving to people. It only hurts me if my efforts are overlooked. So i'm just not gonna prove to anybody but myself. I have high expectations in life. i have to buck up. I have to partially say goodbye to my social life. Sherlyn, we can only go sunbathing once a month only n occassional movies only...;< Oh yeah shop only during Mega Sales..
One more thing, with the emergence of so many lawyers in Malaysia, I'm sure i have the capability of joining the lot. Failing is not an option~

Voyeurism

2007-08-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

It's me, myself and I time....The peace and serenity that lingers in my room. only the sound of Cranberries and my air-con silently purring..I've just watched Disturbia just now. Shia Labeouf is a talented actor who've grown since the days of Even Stevens. Remember that show? Anyways I went to Watch The simpsons with Sherlyn and while we were buying tickets I saw the trailer of Disturbia at the counter and I said to Sherlyn that I just finished downloading it. The ticket guy was laughing and Sherlyn was kinda embarassed and laughing also. i was blur that time and she said that I have the guts to say it in front of ticket guy. I was ok but then I think it's not wrong what i dl it..hey the movie was released on april 13 and it took them 4 mionths to fly it down here..I'm a movie buff and need to be updated on these movies so I download lar..Malaysia is just slow la. Only blockbusters are released around the same time. How about movies that are more towards indy side?(independent movies) These are the movies that are fresh in their perspective and sometimes worth watching.My review on Disturbia is: It is a great movie that the script is just average but the acting of Shia that really brought it to next level. It has it's element of comedy and suspend. I think it is a well balanced movie in the sense that they brought teenager's enthusiasm in it and the sense of maturity at the later part of the movie. It's fun to watch and i think if it wasn;t for Shia it would be just a a dull movie..
The Simpsons: It's a funny cartoon that everyone loves to watch. It's longer and the storyline is outrageous than usual.They are jsut the yellow family that we all love!!

Pinkalicious

2007-08-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Just wanna show you guys my pink collection. My phone n video mp3 *teehee*It's Pinkalicious!! I'm not xiaxue that hardcore pink fan.It's just a sweet colour. Sony you are reaping off girls business!!

merlin's pants!!

2007-08-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

With a mask on my face n Fergie blasting thorugh the speakers..This is my most favourite time of the day. After midnight where only silence of the night surrounds me. This time is my personal time for me to relax. Listen to some great music equiped with a great speaker really does makes a difference.

there his once a friend told me that I have no life. No social life. This is because i seldom go clubbing or late night out. Most of the time i spend wif my bf or at home. I'm not the clubbing type. I prefer a lounge where I can get listen to great live music. Since I dont have the money to spend I create my own lounge. I have all kinds in my music in my pc so I spend my time in my room sort of in my own element. Doesn't mean i dun indulge in clubs or late night outs I have no life. I don;t have anythin against clubs but if you truly enjoy it then that's great. But what I obeserve is that many people go clubs becuase of some "cool " factor. Just because everyone is doing it they wanan join the bandwagon. Hanging out in the latest clubs = cool/hip. Then, to some they owe credit cards thousands but still wanna splurge to show people that they are cool and rich. Same goes to college kids whose parents sacrificing to support them but the kids blow it all away in their social life. If your parents are rich then by all means it's your right. I know a person in college who borrowed money form PTPTN and also bank loan to go to UK. I mean is it necessary to burden yourself or even your parents just to go UK?? My mom told me that this girl in church just started a-levels and told her mum she wants to overseas. Her family is not that rich and juts getting by every month. Such a snob, the girl is. She said that because some of the other girls get to go overseas to study. Look around us and many of us is just searching for somewhere that they belong. Thus making them wanna change the way ther are to fit it. This is just sad..I'm not perfect and do chagne a lil but keep it real. Know who you are and believe in yourself not follow blindly..Don't get influence easily, it may be hard but you'll look back and see you gain a lot from it. Back at Sbux BTS I was tempted to smoke because all my colleagues are smokers and once during a round of clubbing I actually ask for one but fate have it she was out of cigarettes that's where it hit me..What the hell am I doing? I realise that i'm out of control..Thank God that night... There more temptations and I will hate myself for it if i Conform to it..

yipee!!

2007-07-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

Happy happy~ Guess what? My bf bought me the Sony Mp3 video walkman in pink. It was a suprise. WE were just walking in times square when i want to drop by sony to just look around. I showed him the walkman and say its so cute. I have no intention of buying one and he stated asking more quesitons to the sales guy and ask whether i want it or not. Not cheap ya RM 899 for 4GB..he told me he buys me one and ask me to give him my current green sony walkman..I agreed but nontheless shocked lo y suddenly he wants to buy. He just answred long time no shopping liao..happy,shocked,grateful..all the feelings mix up together. Currently uploading a video to play around and putting my whole mp3 collection to the walkman. Hopefully it fits all cuz i lazy to pick..of course this walkman isnt like ipod but it's nice if i wanna load some tv series to watch while in break at college or at work. Sony really makes ppl wanna buy their product due to their sleek design. It conned me thrice. My green mp3 player my z610i pink phone n now nw-a806 walkman. Anyways i'm happy i'm using sony cuz it's really user friendly and durable too. Hey my last mp3 player was a year ago and with my clumsiness and utter carelessness it's still in good working conditon LOL!! i was named diablo:lord of destruction my bf because i walways worn out a product very quickly..hehe!!

wage their battle

2007-07-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

Busy busy all week..College smester left only two weeks and off to Penang it is..Sherlyn, Philip, Jie Hu,Seet,Mat,Terrence n Me are all going up to Penang. 2 girls and 6 guys means 2 gals comfortably in a room while 6 cramped up in a room..haha. anyways really looking forward to it and hope it'll gonna be lotsa of fun. Not much to add about bout this week. However there's this unusual topic i wanna bring up is SLEEP.
Yeah you read correctly. I love to sleep but been sleeping less lately. Yesterday came back really exhausted mentally and took a nap around 7 setting an alarm to go off at 8. Which it did and I overslept till 10 am the next morning. The funny part was I did not I was sleeping the whole time. Luckily class was in the afternoon. There are those days when i'm sleeping, according to my bf I would wake up and say something or even do something and I would not remember it. Like last few days my bf said I was sleeping and woke up and complained that my toe is itchy and he gave meTiger balm and I applied it and went to sleep. He told me the next day and I don't remember a thing. I was like OMG!! I mean what a dangerous situation I'm in..I think I don't have sleepwalking but at times I dun realise I'm sleeping like tidur mati like that. Sometimes my bf would call me and I would answer the phone but not remember the telephone converstaion even took place.Scary ar..There was once my sis twoke me up and according to her I had a short conversation with her and I fell back asleep and of course I din remember any of it. I think I have adjust back my body clock cuz its always different and I think it's affecting my sleep..hopefuly it will be better ya. Thanks for going through my most boring post of all..SLeep!1 So feeling sleepy already??

ballads

2007-07-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

Blogger is really f**king slow. Langkawiwas so so only. I already expected it cuz going with the whole family is hectic. Too many decisions too little time. The only fun part was swimming in Tasik Buting which was spectacular. The lake was clean and water was cold. It's like you are in the swimming pool but there is no chlorine. The lake is surrounded by a few hills which makes it a secluded place and still preserve it's natural charms. As much as I love family I don't think I would go on another hoilday with them. Everyone has their own opinion and makes things difficult. most of the time we spend were deciding and petty arguments. Like a bad road trip. I think the best family time isto spend time at home chit chatting all the way. Came back on saturday so Sun till Tues I'm free. Been playing the game titan quest and after about Level 17 it crashes desktop a couple of time. Pissed la. Played so far and it crashes. Searching high and low in the net for the exe. file. Discovered a reality show Hell's Kitchen on tv and downloaded the 3rd season. Chef Ramsay is one hell of a perfectionist. But I admire him. He says what he thinks aloud whether is wrong or right. I mean some bosses they only know how to pick you mistakes but when you did good they would not say anything. that's the chinese mentality y'all. They do not want to give compliments whatsoever even when you did a remarkabel job. Well for Chef Ramsay he could be scolding you with foul words but when finish work he would also go out with a drink with you. That's what i call professional. Mastering the skill in dividing personal and work I think takes a great deal of experience. Sometimes in like we mix our emotion with work and that is the key area that deters us from advancing. Many people may not be able to do that but it takes a great deal of EQ(emotional quotient) to do that. We may have an iq of 180 but eq about 100..I just wish i would be able to that cuz I'm an emotional person but I'm learning. I'm glad that some of my classmates saying that I'm gonna be a career woman and succeed in life. i just hope that I can succeed *cross fingers*

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Lalala

2007-07-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend loudly snoring at my side...While i'm quietly sneaking to blog quietly. Not quite the same without my music~ Wnet to watch transformers for the second time. It's just as great. It did not felt as long as the first time but enjoyable and I still cant get enough of theAutobots as well the Decepticons transforming. CUN!! LOVE IT!! REally loking forward to Transformers 2..Don't disappoint us Michael Bay!! We are counting on you to give us another great movie...

I also had a manicure done for RM 25 only. Using OPI and I picked the deep red. very nice and I'm going to go back to do a pedicure wif Sherlynn..LOL

nothing much this few days. BF bought for me a new game Titan quest.When i bising to him I damn sien at home cuz i watched the whole season of CSi Season 4 and also Hary potter movies, ocean 11 and 12 plus recently downloaded chick flicks Because I said So and Music and Lyrics. So he bought be a game..So sweet. picked the right games i wanna play. My pc is so loaded with movies I've yet to burn and my bf wanted to install the game for me. He was shocked on how i manage to hoard so much space in so lil time. Like normal he nags me while busily burning series n movies to dvd and labelling. While me lying down watching csi miami on the tv..That's my caring boyfriend..Big in size with big heart too.Love him always~

taboo

2007-07-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

The book Tuesdays With Morrie is enlightening book. We humans are oblivious to what that would befall us sooner of later. DEATH. Since the ancient times till now Death is still a taboo. No matter how modern or civilized we are we are still a primitive species. We fear things we do not understand.Often we have the mentality of to keep our distance to people who suffered some misfortune or dying. That primitive mentality that if we are close to them we will be struck by the same misfortune. Maybe some of you do not agree, but along our way in going through the path of life we did impliedly or expressly did it. Going the other direction when you see a mad man walking by, afraid a beggar will be really near you at some point. We all did. The most disheartening thought is to those who treat AIDS patients the same way. I know someone who has HIV positive. He looked healthy to me and we still eat together at the same table. For God's sake it is not contagious through touching or eating together. People have this cruel perception just because it is not treatable. I mean there are still many diseases that are not treatable, they have medicine to supress it though. Same goes to HIV/AIDS...Someone told me they deserve it..What about the kids? Do they need to suffer from their previous generations mistake? Some people are ignorant and cruel...

random

2007-07-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Boring day. Feeling temperemental today..haih..JIE HU: u spread all ur suicidal aura to me today!! Because of Jie Hu's constant sighing yesterday, it infected me making me so dull n deperessed.. Not in the mood for blog but here are some randoms pictures:

at sushi king~

phillip and me..

Jie Hu..camera shy konon

I love this car..Autobots TRANSFORM!!

WW3

2007-07-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

My head wrapped in a towel. Cant wait to share what has happened today at contract..first part was unsually quiet. Once in the blue moon the gal i mentioned came late to class and thus she did not talk much. We thought she has learned her lesson form last week being overly aggressive. For a simple statement of "First come,first served" errupted a nuclear bomb in our class. In discussing whether it was an offer or not, interested speakers can raised up tehir hand and wait for their turn. Eager as I am, I crept up in front and waited for my turn. When my turn came I started addressing my points and she started to talk. i was angry and told firmly,"Pls let me finish". She unhappily took her seat. mind you this was in the class about 40 ppl..After i finish she quickly stand up and rebutt my points.I sat back at behind and was discussing with my frens when shouted and said she was asking question at me. I turned and said could you repeat. She raised her voice even louder and pointing fingers at me. I told her Pls do not point fingers at me. Then the whole class was in havoc and she was pissed finally burst and shouted Could you pls shut up and listen. Everyone was in shock even the lecturer. She din get to finish her point when evrybody told her to calm down and do no take personally. Some was booing,some was talking back at her etc. I was in a state of shock. After class I wanted to talk to Miss Meera about finidng her attitude in arguments is too much. She would not let other finish and would not wait her turn to speak. i thoguth it was a private matter when one by one cam into the conversation. I felt bad cause it was not my intention for so many ppl to bad mouthed her. I told miss Meera all I want is for her to control her temper and let other finish first. Miss Meera said she understand. But deep down I feel guilty. Should I talk to her personally first?> I thought about that but I think she knew people are uncomfortable with her actions cause when she stood up to talk, people will like breath a heavy sigh and some said pls be peaceful and no hand gestures. People were laughing but she heard it. She knew but yet at the last burst or anger some just could not take it and complaine to Miss Meera. I'm not gonna be in tutorial next week so I hope la got difference a bit. I'm not like so good but at least I got frens who told me if i'm going borderline...Sigh what a tiring day...

rantings~

2007-07-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today was a tiring day. for those of u wondering who is Liquid, I think only the closest mates know about him. I just want to keep contact with him that's all.
Was chatting with Melissa about buying branded items. the other day i blog about the petaling street Coach bag right? How much money does a person needs to make to be able to afford a real one? Melissa said she went to LV and a small purse costs about RM 1000++. i'm just waiting for the day to come where RM 1000 will just feel like RM 100 to me..I envy lifestyle of the rich who just walk into Dunhill or Cartier who shop like its some cheap sale going on. Haih..when la the day will come??
Philip's crab really gave me a shock yesterday night. He din tell me that the orange crab as yet to change skin. Yesterday morning I woke up and found it's appendages change colour and protuding out. Kinda soft and it did not move. I peeked and saw its eyes moving so i thought OMG, Is it sick or what? It's not moving when I hold it or put it on the table. I'm so scared cause I'm just crab-sitting for a friend. After gym I came back and I lift up the shell and his appendages fallen off!!*EEK* I was almost crying then when I saw it has another body inside the shell I was relieved. Quickly called Phillip and he said the crab changing skin. Phew!! I thought I became a crab-killer!! Imagine the shock when the appendages were left behind when you lift the shell. I so thought it was dead..Shock of my life!!
Feeling uneasy lately especially with my bf. He's so busy at work this week I like din really talk to him. Sometimes he's in bad temper because his boss calls him up at 11.30 at night. I pity him but at the same time left neglected. This is just those months where he don't have time for me. He is trying his best to accompany me but while going out he's always on the phone or his PDA.Headache and heartache..Feel wanna marah him for spending less time with me but at the same time he's under a lot of stress. I'm trying to be patient but at times we stepping on a thin glass waiting to crack. I'm also under stress lately and he is too, both trying to compromise but it's hard cuz we both feel like wanna marah each and have a big blowout of some kind, but for the best of relationship we choose to be patient.Our relationship is fine and both have no plans to forgo this relationship but every year during middle of the year due to stress it will be the same....i so hate middle of the year. Argh...i'm under emotional duress..What is it bout midle of the year, we both feel bored of current status? anxiously waitng for the year to end? dunno ler, just hope my bf wun be that stressed so he can sayang me again..*tsk tsk*...
anyways on happier news, I got the pics on my outing with new found frens at college. from left: Phillip,Jerlynn,Alex,Slyvester,Seet,Jie Hu,ME, Melissa,Joshua and Vovis

Letter to someone..

2007-07-04T02:47:00.000+08:00

Letter to someone nicknamed Liquid: How are you? I tried to email to but no avail. We got off in bad terms and I don't even remember why we parted ways? It's been years since I heard from you..Are u still in Angouleme? I also do not see you online in MSN since then. Probably you kicked me off in the blocking list. It's far fetched of me to post this in blog. Only God knows if you visit my blog. I need some sort of closure and since it's summer now I guess you back in KL. I just hope I get a reply from you.Email or Msn.*cross my fingers* Hope to get a reply from you...Everytime I listen to a French song or heard anything regarding France you crossed mind that second~ Ai Chen

Chillhouse mix

2007-07-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Been a pretty busy week. wnet shopping wif Sherlyn(my college mate) in Midvalley . Bought myself A MNG top, vincci shoes and more tops at Nichi fashion City. Zara dun have sale..If not i'll spend there too. We also booked ouselves a massage session. Went there and they say they cant do it for us. We were like pissed cuz Duh we made an appointment and you have obligations what. WTF!! Nontheless got ouesleves another massage in another shop. Damn relaxing ar...
Classes as usual but the tutorials this week was CRAZY!!WE were divided oursleves in groups and dicsussed some contract problem questions. Actually I have a huge group of frens which divided mainly the front peeps n middle peeps. I sometimes sit in front of middle but nonetheless we allhang out together. We both presented our points but there was this girl who keeps arguing nonsensical points which reli pisses me off. She always does that in class. I know she got read beforehand but the points she puts out are really out of context. I don't mind tha people have their opinions but in discussion keep it to the relevant topic. She keep on blabbing and there were other sutdents who argued back. She was shouting and pulling off all types of hand gestures and would not let people finish. She is so aggressice to the point that it is annoying. Kononya nak tunjuk pandai la. And yeah once i was asking my fren on criminal prinicples(she was seated in front of me),my fren was explaining la then she turned and start teaching me..I mean did I ask her? The way she explained aso like tunjuk pandai like that. Pissed la, in class those students like wanna be the apple of the lecturer's eye..Anyways Miss Meera gave credit to our group's points and praised us.Haha, how's that?
After the war in tutorials we all went to midvalley to makan makan n treat Joshua who is leaving to UM. Took pics and videos too...
My fren Philip is going back Penang and I'm crab-sitting his pet hermit crabs.They cute and never thought as people having crabs as pets. Nontheless it's fun~
On Firday Watched Transformers. It was great!! Superb graphics and they really captured the spirit or Tansformers. Optimus is still the genuine hearted leader we all so dearly loved back in the 80s..They also successfully potrayed the transforming part really well and that was tha part I really loved. Gonna watch it again soon. i also wnet to Petaling street..bought a Fake Lesportsac bag. I wanted to buy the fake COach bag but if I use it ppl sure know it;s fake so settle with the floral motived Lesportsac instead. Bought CSI season 4 dvd for RM 50. Cheap and great quality. Thought of buying season 5 soon.Eventhough i watched it already but its for my collection whenever i'm super bored i'll watch it again.
tommorrow will be going for hair treatment cuz my curls arent tht grat anymore ;< that's all folks form me. Leave u guys wif pics of Philip's crab~

l'amour

2007-06-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

C'est Manifique et Sympathique...just humming this french song i've discovered..Makes me wanna learn French. This song is sung my a band called Pink Martini title Symapthique.
Do I look a studious person? A fren in college keep saying I am. I'm not super kiasu type of person. I come to class on time and do light reading before classes. Visits the library before or after classes. Maybe a lil too much but i never thought i would give that impression on people. Probably 7 years in SAB moulded me. SAB has so many studious ppl influneced to be just a lil part of it.i'm probably considered average in school but better than average in college. I'm thankful to the school . really..It made a lil bit more discipline in my work and studies. In college there are even more studious students. I go to the library cuz at home i couldnt really study and light readings are during bedtime or on the train. Nonetheless hopefully i would excel in law cuz this is the subject i really like and i think i could do really well..*cross fingers*

daydream

2007-06-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

I've just Martha Stewart just now and it was about weddings. Every girls dream to have a perfect wedding. What is your perfect wedding? for me I want a a garden wedding preferably by a lake overloking a sunset. i want my wedding to be as intimate as possible. Close friends and family only. I will definitely a buffet dinner. It's more easy, no waiting, no fuss. I mean wedding is supposed to be a celebraton for a couple to move on to another stage in life. I want to invite people who are really happy for me not some disctance relative i never met in my life or the fussy neighbour who only gossips on how much the man makes. Oh yeah, i want all guests to wear the same colour. My dress would be as simple as possible. The song playing might be tony benett or michael buble. Me and my husband would slow dance in the moonlight with the soft breeze~ Yeah yeah i Fa Hau already..Just my imagination. Still a long to go...Btw the wedding cake hor not some fake cake. i want a real edible delicous cake. I don't care if it's just 3-storeys ;p

daddy's girl

2007-06-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

100th post!! this is my 100th post. Just noticed it. Father's day has come and gone and i just wanna express it through my blog. I'm the youngest in the family and my dad was 40 when i was born. So i was daddy lil girl. I'm the only one who called him DAddy as opossed to "pa" by my sis n bro. Since small i have no one to play with cuz my bro's 6 years older so he would bring me to library on sundays where he will pick some books for me. Enid Blytons of cause we would play scrabble or monopoly..He would teach the moon movements for my science in UPSR. I got staright A's and he was so proud of me. Reahing my teens he was busy with work so we talk less but my hand has some edema problems. He would put cream on my hand every night till his hand got infected but he din mind. It's all healed now thanks to him. Since my hand is sensitive he washes my shoes till is super white and apply those shoe whitener also. Reaching form 5 n 6 due to some family complications i was kinda neglected and my mum wasnt's that sensitive to my feelings but he who knew i was sad and the first one to comfort. Dad you are the best. till now if i want someone to drive without fail you do it. And you are never late in picking me up. I love you Daddy. Happy's Father day!!There is lot of things that you did for me and i appreciate it a lot.
Fantastic four sucks. So bland and predictable. The only eye candy is the silver surfer guy. If he wasnt silver he would be like the next top model or something. Other than that just waste money lo.
Mega sales are on. I went to times square at nite just to hang out and visited Nichi fashion cuty. At first i was slightly apprehensive because i thought it was some LALA shop. But the apparel there is nice. The outfit was more of UK style but the price was reasonable. I tried out a lot of dresses and blouse and they all look beautiful till i dunno which one to pick. I just hope they rename their shop to a nicer name. Anyways i've been eating Famous Amos cookies a lot. They have this new 12 oz packet of cookies for RM 9.99. Even cheaper then buying it in their shop. You guys should try it, bigger and more choc hips~ yummy!!

twins

2007-06-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

brothers separated at birth?

what size you like? i want the mug size

2007-06-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry about my lack of posts. After the stupid food poisoning i was busy playing wif pc games. just discovered this Alien shooter. My bf bought that game and it's so addictive. Nothing too spectacular for rpg game. It's a simple storyline, a lab experiment gone bad I'm a military guy hired to clear the messhttp://alienshooter.cdvusa.com/. So just shoot and blow up those aliens. It's like starship troopers movie plus a bit of dino crisis. The sound effects is fabulous. very real to the real guns...After 3 days straight playing that game(wake up,eat,play,eat,play n sleep) i've downloaded a another game Hospital Tycoon. For those who was old school gamer sure had played theme hospital before. This game is www.codemasters.com/hospitaltycoon/e modern version 3D and sim like game. So so only la,luckily din buy..download for free ma. Well i still havent updated the malacca photos..too busy downloading stuff but malacca is such a beautiful place to visit. The food is so authentic and to die for..The assam fish n the cendol..OMG the best i ever had in my life. The cendol is topped with thick syrupy gula melaka..Just thinking about it makes feel like driving down to Malacca now!!Yum yum ..just to show u guys how yummy is it..More pictures of my food adventures later to tickle your taste buds. I also tried their infamous chicken rice balls, satay celup n assam laksa.. Today went to work as usual and since bf couldnt fecth so hop on a bus instead. I havent ride rapid kl so far and sj bus. Sj bus route are the same as metro 30 and they are metro's twin. Driving recklessly n gets to ur destination using short cuts. I know me riding a bus not interesting but while in the bus these bunch of schoolkids boarded la. Then fren A wanted to pay for his 2 mates n went the conductor ask do u have 10cents? he kept searching and said to his fren in chinese..10 cents? i where got keep 10 cents. Ngo pek lan cho..(i fucking threw it away)I was shocked hearing that. Maybe it's a joke but the language is so rude. And to say make that statement refering to the value of 10 cents. Kids nowadays do not the value of money. What happen after i left high school like 2 yars ago? So many things have changed. Teenagers began swearing more. Honestly the amount of swearing they use is more than i used in a lifetime. they think is adjective?Coming from the future next generation really make me worry on how fast they absorb the bad influence.Fine if you wanna swear but at the right time not in your evryday conversation!!If words can be represented with pictures if would be shit regurgitating out of theri mouth. i know i'm being mothering here but the quality of teenagers has declined rapidly. i have teenagers customers who cant even say fork in english?? Vision 2057 students in ivy leagues feel so far away ahead.. http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/6/15/nation/18034710&sec=nation&focus=1. if the eduaction system does not change soon we all gonna be like robots vomitting our knowledge on a piece of paper. Thinking and common sense deteriorate slowly.. I'm not being political here in my blog..just think about it. What would do you envision for M'sia in 2057? Or where will you be?? Ciao~

timing sux

2007-06-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

life's a bitch. real bitch. food poisoning on the day of departure to lang tengah. din get to go becuz busy vomiting. bf went without me.stuck here alone by myself.no freaking line in lang tengah.virtually disconnected wif bf.

reviews

2007-05-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

I've just watched Martha stewart just now. She is kinda scary to me la. So perfectionist. I'm the sort of person who go with flow but she needs everything to be organised. Even on how you put dishes in the dishwasher for heaven's sake! i'm so bored right since all the shows i watched has rached it's finale. All was a cliff hanger of some sort . WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD:
Desperate housewives:
Mike and susan happy ending, Victor n Gabby not so happy,Lynette hasn't confirmed of cancer diagnosis yet, Bree play pretend pregnant for her daughter and Edie hung herself!! Whoa...dunno whtehr she'll survive or not la..
Heroes:
the long awaited explosion fell short of what is expected. Yes,Peter did blew up but he was saved by his brother Nathan that flew him up to save NY.. Sylar was "killed" but somehow managed to slime( i repeat slime) his way down to the sewers before the cops arrived. I'm sad that they decided to kill off Isaac Mendez in the previous episodes..He's an eye candy for heaven's sake and the future Peter Petrelli looks so cool and macho..
Grey's Anatomy:
Even more disappointing. how can Dr torres be the chief resident? Dr Bailey should be chosen and the cold feet during the wedding. So unacceptable. it's like no more story is it? i think Dr Montgomery should just move to Miami and i'll just watch the show run-up show created for her. i just can't stand Meredith and Mcdreamy anymore. Just be together only ar..so hard meh? It's either you want to committ and stick together or not. Their relationship is like yoyo like that up and down till i've lost track already. Should have just pick The vet in the earlier episodes..
Csi NY:
No wonder CSI:NY come short of it's predecessors. Too much emphasis on the heroic nature (I can't be hurt cause i'm the lead actor type) Mac Taylor. i think maybe some of you may beg to differ because of Horatio in Miami right ? But when you watch the finale Mac taylor justs saves the day..Very drama leh till the point of it not being realistic anymore.I still plan to wacth CSI:Ny but sometimes i think it's cases are too far fetched. Too point you think ,"Wah!! are they really that good? "
CSI: Miami
Horatio in this series is also the hero of all times like Mac Taylor. But he brings a different aura when dealing with people. In Miami, i like to see the development of their relationships like Horatio and Yelina,Calleigh with Jake or Calleigh with Eric. the case in the finale was so so only. This episode was merely to show what would happen in the next season.Wolf and Boa and lst but not least the Oh so romantic kiss Jake and Calleigh...
CSI:
Toally a cliffhanger episode. The miniature killer is finally exposed and turns out to be foster daughter of Ernie Dale. She is a pyshopath with exceptional attention to details. Well in her last miniature, she sent a half inch model scale of a car crash with Sara underneath wreck. Grissom is freaked and still havent find out where Sara is...So Grissom has to come clean on his relationship to Sara much to the suprise of his colleagues. The look on their faces were priceless..So have to wait till September for season 8.
Ugly Betty:
More secrets revealed on Amanda. Santos presumed he is dead already la by the expression of Hilda. Alexis andDaniel involves in car crash. Claire Meade escaped from prison and Henry is on the plane with Charlie who is having an affair with Betty's dentist.Charlie claimed that she is pregnant but Betty just found out last minute about the affair. Another cliffhanger episode *sighs*
So that'a bout me my review on the finales which is mediocre the least. So now pc can take a break from it's 24 shifts downloading these series for me.But sad to say i'm busy downloading some music for my trip. Some bossa nova for the beach,marvin gaye on the bus and michael buble druing evenings~

daily ramblings

2007-05-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

finally classes are over and holidays approaching soon..excited like a kid now~ listening to michael buble now. Yea I know I talk too much about him but I love him,his music his band. If i'm his gf my heart is forever melted when i listen to his sexy oh so sexy voice..Yest and today i actually went to the library to study..me the lazy bum Me!! but actually even the library is small is quite comfy. and they have some selection of books to refer to. One thing good about college you dun have pesky librarians monitoring you or telling you that u cant catch a wink in the library. To those Sabians remember Pn Norzila aka godzilla. She made the library the least place to go back then. Full of stupid rules when u r in library..cannot do this cannot ouch the books that are nicely placed for display purposes only. How stupid can it be? Better pick books with nice cover and just display and report to the administration that you have purchased new books for reference purposes.Library should be place where people find another place away form distractions and with solid reference to study. And another place to unwind too. till i;ve yet to find a nice library in kl. i used to go kl library but sicne it's opening hours in weekends are so not realistic i decided not to go there anymore. There ceratin weekends that are closed and opening hours are short. On fridays is different bla bla...Better dun open only la. It should be for the convenience for ppl and ceratinly not following office hours onli. Then the gov will come out with a report saying malaysians lack reading habit. I dont' think so. I think Malaysians like to read. Pick a sunday and go to bookstores such as mph,kinokuniya and borders...You'll see people sitting on the floor with a book and reading. For heaven's sake built a freaking functional library. library with good access of transportaion mode,ample parking,long operational hours,recent books and updated academically library.and yeah knowledgeable librarians. sometimes our malaysian goverenment fails to see the big plan...They lack the seriousness to run a certain project. They think if they just built a public building they fulfilled their responsibilty. Yes they fulfilled the responsibilty but always big projects fail to functin effectively. Don't you think it's always pain in the ass wnet visitng a gov sector to settle simple documentation process ie license,ic,passport or loan proccesses? how long does it take to fix this problem? another 50 yrs?? ..just something to let you think about. and oh yeah, evrytime i read the paper i can stop but laugh at the silly remarks or statements made by MPs. So shallow minded...

of berries

2007-05-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

hoildays are approching!! in just a few days i'll be on my trip to malacca and indulge their infoamour Satay Celup...mmm...i'll be going to malacca this weekend till monday and on thursday i'm going to Lang Tengah..it's time for me to rejuvenate in that tiny island and swimming with nemo and frens...But in the meanwhile i ahve criminal lecs from monday till thursday 9.30 am..tiring..mentally and physically ..waking up so early everyday. Like my college mate Slyvester says we ain't that young anymore...i agre. Back during high school days it's easier to wake up so early but at during form 6 i skipped a lot. and now in college waking up so early in the morning is difficult..the bed is like a magnet pulling you towards the comforts of a warm bed and a soft quilt...My father says that i sleep too much, and i think i do. My bed is the best place in the world..even my bf agrees that my my bed is super comfy. He will lie on it and in matter of minutes you can hear snores. At class this week i learned about theft,burglary and robbery. Very the cheong hei la this chapter. Theft is dishonestly appropriates property belonging to another with the intention of permanently depriving the other of it. I mean theft is just stealing right but NO!! there are tonnes of information to be analyze. What is property? What constitutes as property? so like every part of the sentence you must be able to define and refer to cases. My head hurts...this is just theft, burglary is theft with force and robbery is tresspasing and also got aggravated robbery. Man..no wonder law books are super thick and the words used are complicated words. Luckily i had good basics in english. Some people perceives law as a dry subject for me it is very mich alive and kicking. Law is a broad subject that is constanly revolving. Anyways i want the weeknd to come quickly..i want a freaking holiday..and oh yeah this fri is my dat ewif Captain jack Sparrow...thts alll folks..ciao~

windin n grindin

2007-05-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

this is my avatar for yahoo..i'm also in yahoo answers under the nickname lemonade...find me~

"i trust you with my life"calleigh duquesne

2007-05-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

I have to reformat my pc again...it seems i(referring to my bf having to do it) to reformat it every few months. my bf nagging me saying i do not how to maintain the pc..yada yada. when he nags instead of feeling bad i laugh. he's so funny like an aunty nagging at me. he nags that i'm messy and never puts things back in place..i admit i'm all of that. i dunno him nagging me seems another way of expressing he cares. there were some days that he couldn't take the messiness he cleans my room but now i can safely i'm improving myslef. my closet is organised with my bf putting tags on the closet. Like work clothes,daily clothes and out clothes..I cant' seem to understand y i got so many clothes. It's not i buy a lot but my t-shirts for daily use in the house it's a lot. Some i even dunno where i got from. Guess when u r the youngest you get a lot of hand-me-down clothes. Hmm.. i'm in the holiday mood already..i'm waiting for my trip to malacca...and also the movie pirates of the carribean. so not in da mood to study.eventhough exams are in june. i'm afraid of criminal paper..u have to fir so many information in so little time. 4 essays in 3 friggin hours. i can safely say i got fast writing speed but i'm not confident at all in this paper...just see how it goes Btw, did any of u guys watched 999 before. there is this host a man quite fat who got arrested and charged for drugs possession/usage of drugs(i'm not sure) but so ironic right? A host, hosting a police documentary got himself tangled up in criminal charges. Well the only good thing is that he knwos the legal proccess fairly well eh? Gtg to sleep alreayd. 9.30 am till 4.30 pm tomorrow for the straining criminal class... ciao~

layaway avilable

2007-05-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

My college is giving us free tix to watch spiderman 3..albeit it was two weeks after the premier but it was a nice gesture. the movie is shown at klcc today. it was fun thoguh eventhough i saw it already. i'm disappointed not because of the movie..i wnet to kinokuniya this morning and wanted to buy the public law book,,i thought i'll draw money and go after kunch..after kunch it was sold..so pissed..as u know there were a lot of llb studetns so i think they bought book ahead of me..haih..disappointd la..anyways my bf bought a wireless mouse for me after seeing how i tug n pull the mouse cuz i want to lie on bed to use the pc..how thoughtful of him. luckily my keyboard's wire is long wenough so i'm officially blogging on my bed..i know it's not a big thing blogging on da bed but i dun have laptop ma..now i wanna save moeny to buy a flat screen monitor..smasung preferably very nice..stylish n sleek..i was surfing the net and came across some atheists debating with religion heads about God. atheists are ppl who don't belive in God and therefore have no religion. from my opinion athists are mainly educated ppl who have questions on God that has left unanswered..therefore they can't belive God while they do not understand or believe they unerstand. i'm not saying that ppl like us who have a religion are dumb but atheists considere themselves to some sort of modern man that thinks they do not need God to live life. well i might not be an atheists expert but this is just my opinion. my point is to witness unbelievers you must be knowleadgeabale on what your preaching...you must know why you believing in Jesus for example. i've seen many passionate christians who sometimes dunno how to answer certain ques such as what is the holy spirit? why beleive in jesus and not god? why god just save the world himself rather than sacrificing his son? maybe some of u rading this dont't even know the accurate answer..to harvest a soul you must know all of this..not just following other ppl what they do..it's seldom for me to touch on religion purposes but sometimes is heart wrenching for me to see christians who buta buta go to chruch for various reason but not the main reason..for God..they go to church and be a sunday christian and witness to unbelievers so unconvcingly that sometimes they even confuse themselves. it's heart wrenching for me but what about Jesus..seeing his ppl abusing his name..possibly that's y i stop going to church. cuz i'm living a sin now ..being with an unbeliever. i feel myself finding it hard to fully myself to god when i'm not fully following his words...that's just me and hopefully one day i'll find my way back to Him..i still love jesus very much~ i'm not thinking of being a atheist or any other religion this i'm sure about..here's an article of an atheist i found about..just for general knowledge.. Definition: Atheism (A'thE-iz"um),-n, is defined as: 1. the doctrine or belief that there is no God. 2. disbelief in the existence of a supreme being or beings. The term atheism comes from the Greek word atheos, meaning godless. Atheos is derived form a, meaning "without," and theos, meaning "deity". Atheism is to be distinguished from agnosticism, which leaves open the question whether there is a god or not. a collection of definitions and translations Strong and Weak Atheism Weak Atheism: Stating that you do not believe in a god or gods. Strong Atheism: Asserting that God does not or can not exist. Statistics 850,000,000 Secularists, Non-Religious, Agnostic and Atheists in the world. That's about 15% or more than 1 out of 10 people, making this the fourth largest religious belief grouping. The population of non-believers in the USA is about 10% and 10-25% in Europe. Most studies of the hightly educated and scientists show a higher proportion of atheists and non-believers. Prison populations appear to have a lower proportion of Atheists and non-believers. Statistics of Atheists are generaly considered statisticaly low especially in 'self-identification' surveys because many who are technically 'Atheists' shy away from the term, often using 'non-religious', 'agnostic', 'secular' or 'humanist' due to Atheism's negative perception. more in Statistics Section History of Atheism History on http://www.objectivethought.com False Assumptions About Atheism There is a lot of false information and social beliefs out there about atheists. This is the cause of the majority of the hate and prejudice felt towards atheists. Below are answers to the most common false assumptions about atheists. A fair site for Christians by Christians about Atheists CHRISTIAN APOLOGETICS & RESEARCH MINISTRY: Atheism Is Atheism a Religion? "Calling Atheism a religion is like calling bald a hair color." -Don Hirschberg Unlike a religion, atheism is not organized under a common doctrine (belief system). The only shared opinion among atheists is the nonexistence of a deity. There are a few common beliefs among atheists such as views regarding morality, religion and spirituality, but these beliefs vary greatly and are outside the definition of atheism and thus are not required to be an atheist. Largely, atheism remains unorganized and as some would say, "organizing atheists is like trying to heard cats". Are Atheists immoral? For the most part, immorality and morality are subjective. Every culture, civilization, belief system, family and individual has their own definition of what being moral means. There are however a few common ideas derived from natural laws that are considered immoral such as deceit, theft, murder any any other kind of caused suffering (see Humanism). Statistically speaking; atheists make up a smaller percentage of the prison population than the general population and have a lower divorce rate than the major religions.+ There is no evidence that atheists are any less moral according to their society’s cultural beliefs than those of the society who subscribe to a religious doctrine. Most atheists consider themselves moral. Many atheists call themselves Secular Humanists; they adhere to a set of beliefs that promotes human values without specific allusion to religious doctrines. From: CHRISTIAN APOLOGETICS & RESEARCH MINISTRY "Can Atheists be ethical? The answer to this question is a definite, 'Yes.' ...They are subject to the same laws of our country (and other countries). They have a sense of right and wrong. They must work with people and being unethical in society would not serve them very well. It is practical and logical for an atheist to be ethical and work within the norms of social behavior. Atheists, generally, are honest, hardworking people." + U.S. population, see statistics page for further information. Are atheists Satanists? As stated above (Is Atheism a religion?), atheists do not subscribe to a common doctrine (belief system). Beyond that, Satan is part of the Christian belief system. If an atheist were to believe in the Christian doctrine, he would also most likely have to believe in God and therefor would not be an atheist. A few atheists do side with Satanists because they believe in the Humanistic and anti-Christian parts of the Satanic doctrine. This however is not common and most Satanists are theists. Atheists are also commonly accused by Christians and other theists as being the workers of Satan (evil) or of being guided by Satan (evil). As far as I know we are all acting of our own free will. Atheists don't believe in anything! This, like much of the information out there about non-believers is pure propaganda intended to make the atheist out to look like he lacks direction and purpose in life without faith (see picture). This is simply not true. Atheists believe in all the same things believers do except for god and religion. Non-believers tend to focus more on what can be observed. See Associated Philosophies below. Atheists are angry or depressed! (see picture) Atheism as a whole is not derived from psychological conditions such as depression. Certainly there are some who act out and turn their back on the church due to depression and some join the church due to depression but those cases are not typical. In general, most non-believers live healthy lives and reject faith based on reason rather than emotional problems. If believers are in general, happier than non-believers, that says just as much about the psychological effects of religion in numbing the mind. See 'God and the Brain'. "The fact that a believer is happier than a skeptic is no more to the point than the fact that a drunken man is happier than a sober one." - George Bernard Shaw Are atheists communists? Atheism has nothing to do with political beliefs. Atheism is part of the Communist and Socialist doctrines, but atheists are not necessarily Communists or Socialists. Many point to the actions of Communist Russia, China and North Korea as examples of what atheists in political power would do. Communism uses an enforced stance of atheism to squash religious decent and instill it's own supreme dictatorship. Most atheists would not replace God with an all powerful government, that would be hypocritical. There is a strong belief in the values of freedom brought by a secular government.

ive got the world on a string

2007-05-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

been feeling unwell this week but nonetheless work for the public holidays. watched spiderman 3.i've queued for 45 minutes to get the tix. the movie was ok onli. cuz my fav superhero is always and will be BATMAN!! spiderman is just so-so for me. peter parker is such a nerdy where as bruce wayne is the eligible bachelor who is also a rich and handsome..ahh..i'm so in love the character bruce wayne..and it is even more irresistable with CHRISTIAN BALE playing the part. i've read an article about the perfect human body based on da vinci's calculation (the ration of the legs and arms etc) and the perfect man is CHRISTIAN BALE..i'll go head over heels for him...moving on i've downloaded the new michael buble's album irresponsible..it's great..i'm always a fan of cabaret/jazz music. with the legends like tony bennett,louis armstrong,ella fitzgerald it's hard not to love their songs. i'm more of an old soul which prefers soothing and jazzy music. i do listen to today's music as well but not much a fan...and guys try downloading some of bossa nova music. it's brazilian jazz which is a great form of music.i get much more of this music in sbux. they have many albums compiled together which helps me explore more musicians on this genre.today's post is pretty much mundane..but just feel like blogging while listening to tony bennett..ciao~

springy feeling

2007-04-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

i know i know it's been long..this blogger is killing me. plus i've been having some internet connection and logging on to blogger is utterly impossible. i can go thru my blog website but i cant log in. this month was so so for me. totally broke and classes are insanely intense. especially criminal law. OMG !! my lecturer is so fast. she is efficient and literally shoos us wif information like a machine gun.but man she's that GOOD!! she is younger than most of the other lecturer. she's around late 20's early 30's.. so criminal class is draining ..some more if you wanna go to the ladies you rather hold on till a short break cuz once you come back form the loo you won;t be able to catch up.. this month also i went to the infamous EYE ON M'SIA. i wanted to go there for quite sometime and since my bf brought a new camera i wanted to go right away. that camera (nikon d40) is a professional camera, u know those big ass camera that paparazzi use. yeap that's the one. i mean for a unartistic photographer i am i can take reli good pics..hehe. this month also i went to a diner party hosted by my college mate's family for her birthday. her aunt and uncle are rich ppl so they treat us in a beautiful italian restaurant at bangsar called ViCenzzo and a night stay at Le Meridien. it's my first time dining in such lavish restaurant and the food was sumptious. We all plan to go clubbing that night but was too tired and full after the dinner.i din stay at the hotel becasue too many ppl at a room and since my house is near(others live in klang n kepong) so i went back. i was too tired that i ponteng the next's day criminal class. ok moving on to my next topic. i have to take moral studies and this lecturer was an ex-lecturer at UPM. very ironic he's teaching us moral because he is a POLYGAMIST. apparently he was 'forced' to marry the 2nd wife because of FITNAH at the uni. ppl was taking about an 'apparent' scandal between the student and him. the dean told him that he has to prove himself that they are married to keep his job. so they went to thailand n got married. his wife is 16 years younger than him. he keep telling us that he loves his 1st wife better despite the fact the 2nd wife bore him a girl adding to the 8 he had wif the 1st. i mean if you dun love ur 2nd wife, i bet you wont get a child so soon rite??and if u r innocent in the alleged scandal u wont have to marry her rite?? leave to u guys to judge.i have so many updates, the othe update is that i permed my hair. it's costly..rm 350 for cut,colour,perm n treatment. but i think its worth cuz totally a new hairstyle for me. normally i will find pics of hairstyles as a guide but this time i just went in and said i wanna perm my hair and the rest is your call..so the guy perm my hair,pick his choice of colour and hairstyle that suits me. i've never been that bold before bcuz it's a risk on whether u will end up liking it but the risk paid off. i liked it very much. a permed is less hassle to maintain. just slab on some leave in condition after wash and u dun even have to blow dry it. when u wake up u dun need a brush or encounter bad hair days because no matter how messy it just looks good!! i think it's pretty much it for this month and oh yeah..i'm going to malacca next month again because me n my bf cant wait to take pretty pics wif the camera..that's all..ciao~ here's the pics taken at taman titiwangsa:

random

2007-03-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

yo peeps!! i'm back after a long time. i guess i was kinda lazy to blog cause my schedule is kinda pack. when i say pack is because i'm HOOKED to heroes. now i'm up to e15 in a week. if it wasn't downloading that slow i think i can finish till e18 liao. lst monday i was so lazy to go to college(it was moral..) and watched about 5 tv series and a movie..damn i was like lying on my bed and just enjoying my cuppa coffee and being a potato couch. last sunday have a get together with my frens..it was short but fun..got to catch up on things. we haven't met i think about 6-7 months..wow!! times flies by so fast..work was normal except the attack of the middle east ppl again...hmm..every year they come back. i dunno if you guys remember that they make the worse customer ever.so back to serving cappuccinos and cheese croissants n caramel macchiato..and yeah..i went to this function called coffe party. well it hought it was interactive esp on the brewing kits and rwanda coffee. got a few freebies and got to meet other partners from district. and the jakun me havent visited the new hq yet. so it was the first time for me.the office has really beautiful interior. it's not like the normal office. the lobby was like a cafe and there is a bar in the lobby. it looks a cafe in the office...it's the month of march already!1 i really gotta study and man i tell you the essays are tough. gtg la have to rewritemy notes..dunno y many of my coursemates prefer to borrow my notes..i take it as a compliment i guess~ here's a few pics

chico o' farrill-a man and women

2007-03-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

Muscles aching...all because the workout in the gym. Quite addictive, almost every night i go except today. Cannot tahan ady have to let my muscles take a break. Today was national coffee break and lots of ppl came in for a free cuppa coffee. Madness n kiasuism I tell you. Reminds me of the open house cny that i went too. When you want to see the worldly sins you should go observe people getting free stuff. there you will see greediness( Can take 3 cups ar?), gluttony(taking food they know they cant finish),anger(towards the ppl giving free stuff,they think it's too slow),incompassion(i actually saw this aunty knocked down a kid to get to the food). these are just one of the many ugly faces of men. talking about ugly faces of men on my last lecture, my lecturer says that lawyers=prostitution. Kinda harsh but true. You see both of them are immoral.He says that a lwayer has to defend a person even they know he is guilty. Of cause you might say that you can drop the case. If every single lawyer drops the case, the guilty men does not get a fair trial and walks free. So someone has to step up to do the job. i agree with his statement. someone has to do the dirty job. just step up to it. don't give all the moral lectures if you want to become a lawyer(this for those who thinks law=fairness). since i step into this course i already know that i have to be strong in facing people critism and slander. as long i stand on my ground on what my beliefs are i'll be fine. i don;t have to go tell people i'm a good and moral person when your actions speak differently. tis is my guiding pronciple,speak and walk the talk!!

he's my witness

2007-03-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

Quite oocupied this week. Classes were as usual tues n wed. but now i found out that i have to take moral studies..haiya..damn ma fan n wasting my time too. but whaty to do part of the LAN requirement. remeber that i posted bout this girl who ask the whole class to change schedule for her? she is not so smart as i thought despite she got a degree in civil engineering in UM. duh got degree some more wanna study. when we were talking bout LAN requirement she asked what is LAN..OMG how u do not know. takkan ur general knowledge that low meh..she doesn;t know how to use msn apparently n dunno some of the latest news..c'mon we are studying law..you have to keep updated with news or have a certain amunt of general knowledge. she gives me the impression that what i study in the book will get me through the exams..i was unfortunate to have sat beside her..the lecturer was speeding away with the notes so u have to write damn fast to catch up(thanks to PA at form 6 i can write almost all he said). if u cant catch up u ask me for the notes later but don;t peek at my notes without asking. i'm pissed lo..not that i kedekut but she did a lot of times i mean once or twice you wanna check ok la..dunno then ask la..her muka damn thick like onion..hope tomoro dun get to sit with her.. later last week i registered at fitness first with my bf..RM 175 per month..i still can afford it. it was quite fun cuz the cardio area got tv with personal headset so u can feel that u r cycling for a long time..hehe..wnet into the bodyjam class n did some dance workout. it incorporates dances form jive,salsa n swing. it's definitely not as easy io thought..when u see the contestants in dance competition we only criticise but it's actually very difficult to master. tomorrow we'll be going there again ..i got appointment with personal trainer n if got time i think wanna join the bodycomabt or bodyjam class..looking forward to workout.. tht's all from me ciao~

Isla Verdes

2007-03-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

Since my holidays been working pretty much everday. Very tired la..OT at my ol' store at klp..and today OT at bts1..miss working there but very busy lo like usual. got to meet back some of my ol' partners but some things just doesn;t change..the customers are still stuck up there. many stores are looking for me to ot at their store but i ain't got that time. even if i do i don't want to exert myself even if i need the money. these few days my parents went to singapore so i cook lo at home. tried out some new recipes. I've learnt how 2 make beef burgers n my bf n my bro told me it's fabulous. the next day cook fried rice n green curry(frm packet). so i've gained weight n new skills. reli gives u the sastifaction someone praises ur cooking. hehe..Just this morning i heard news form my dad that this woman who once hurt me back years ago in church had been diagnose with 4th stage ovarian cancer. lets name her Pauline(definitely not her real name). Pauline was one of the daughters of a senior figure in church. Her other sis are pastors n she is very different frm her family. Yeah she came to church diligently but she has a worldly attitude n likes to gossip behind ur back. She tried to buy off my bracelet n using money to merendahkan me. so i think u got my point how is she. Once i heard bout the news the first thing that ran through my minda was "what goes around comes around". Does that means i'm a bad person? I mean i din wish /curse anything. The thing has passed n my wounds were healed by time.but i felt guilty for having such thoughts. Have i forgiven her? I guess but i still remember so i dunno is that meant as forgiveness. She is now suffering in the icu all i can do is just pray for her to get well n for her to realise that life is not only money n worldly matters.I'm not a spiritual person but i can considered myself grounded on priorities in life. I've heard so much new bout ppl i know who gotten cancer, my uncle,my cousin n now pauline. REli gives u a new perspective to life...Maybe i shud get a blood test every year or take up insurance. Life is unpredictable or in a meaner more blunt way of saying life is a bitch. P's most of my title has nothing to do with blog..is just the first that came to mind..

ribbons n bows

2007-02-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

class resumes tomorrow. My long holiday over in a blink of an eye. The lecturer gave us an essay quetion and ask us to do it n to discuss it tomorrow. i did it last minute n hell it was hard for me to blah away 4 sides of the paper. to hell with it tomorrow only sambung cuz i seriously dunno how to do. my pc got some kinda virus i think. problem with its registry( i dunno what it means) n the sound card or probably my dvd rom gona kaput. i cant watch dvds now.sia-sia onli i bought dvds at pasar malam.it's like tersekat half way or hanged in the middle. since i finished watching any possible series i can download so now i'm bored...really bored...have to watched for my techinican cum boyfren to fix it...kinda nice to have a bf who has so much skills.he can cook,clean,sew n knows how to fix the pc or basic electrical equipments, he can draw, has knowledge or basic plumbing n carpentry. He's my super bf. seriously he does house chores better than me..he can chat with my mum bout recipes n how to get best bargains frm supermarkets or the market.he occasionally cleans my rooms if he cannot tahan the messiness.. how sweet is he? i feel really blessed to get him as my bf.he's my mr right~ i know this post has been a lil' bit jiwang but just gotta to post something bout him.not that he reads this but just to let u guys know that u'll know true love when u found it. so corny huh? but it's true..i mean not that i say onli a man with the skills i mentioned is true love but it helps to know u have someone to depend on. have u found ur mr right yet?

my holidays

2007-02-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

CNY has come and gone. I've been out and about in the north the whole last week. On cny day 1 took a plane up to alor setar. i took the klia express form kl sentral..it was reli quick n efficient!! the flight was on time n smooth..i took mas and it is way different frm air asia. at air asia u feel like u r being HUSTLED n PACKED like sardines on the flight. went to bf's hometown, met his dad n his relatives..not that scary as i thought. got a big angpau frm his dad too..(fyi my bf mom passed away few years ago..) cny day 2 went visiting some more bf's relatives n have to drive for like an hour to reach this place called merbok..another angpau scoring session for me..nuthing much on that day just drove around sungai petani n jitra.. cny day 3packed up n drove to kuala kedah. boarded a ferry to LANGKAWI!! reach there was in state of relief when i saw STARBUCKS!!!imagine no caffeine for a couple days just had to stop by there to grab a cuppa.. rented a scooter. my bf n i hopped on n ride all the way to awana porto malai..the room was gorgeous cuz we took this romatic package so they gave a junior suite...had dinner at these restaurant named SHEELA'S..the food there was scrumptious. i had the snapper n my bf ordered the cordon bleu chicken..reli memorable dinner.then off to the infamous eagle statue.. cny day 4went ot underwater world n got to see the penguins like the ones in happy feet. there r 2 types of penguins they had there..the alaskan type n the rockhopper type. if u saw happy feet u wud notice that the characted ramon n lovelace has yellow crest ion their head n r the wilder more spontaneous type. in reality i think they r.. the rockhopper species literally stood in the middle n pose for us..they were actively swimming n standing still in the middle just waiting for u to take their pics..very cute. after that we went o makam mahsuri n read bout her tragic story..then off to the spa(included in the package) for a body massage n scrub..reli relaxing. later that evening had a 3 couse dinner in the hotel by the port..oh yeah forgot to informed since langkawi is a duty free island the booze was so friggin cheap. i bought absolut vodka for RM 45 only n JD for 55!! i never felt so cheated buying booze back here in kl..choc r so cheap too..since i seldom find choc liquer s i bought irish cream choc,choc with truffles n many more..fruit flavoured liquor sels for onli RM 3.50 per bottle compared to RM 7.50 sold in KL.. and for those smokers out there i think u smoke to death in this island..RM 3 for a pck of ciggarettes.. cny day 5 packed up n boarded the 1.30 pm ferry that leaves at 2.30 pm..waited a whole hour in the boat..luckily i took the pills to keep me form vomiting..reached kuala kedah bout 4 n drove back to kl.. so tht pretty much was my holiday..fun n kinda tiring too.. here r the pics some cows i saw beside the highway in jitra..moo~ at the dock..my new shades i bought from vincci~ at the infamous eagle~ the next top penguin model~ me n my my kampung boy boyfren*hearts* my first time handling air perigi ~ a memorable trip~

meet cute

2007-02-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

It's been quite a while since i blog.I rearranged my furnitures in the room so still adapting to it so no time to blog lo..i know its a silly excuse but really this new computer table kinda hard to work with cuz my ikea platic chair too high for it so kinda uncomfortable. these two weeks was uneventful. classes were particularly long on tuesday beacuse apparently this girl in the class requested the whole class to change schedule because she balik kampung. How selfish is tht? and the class is not big about 30 ppl i think. so 29 have to rearrange for her. I never reli liked her in the fist place. the kiasu type. those who gave me the impression that won't share notes or share their books to u because scared of u being too smart than her. For me if u cant make u can borrow notes or call some college mates for tips. i mean 29 ppl to suit ur friggin schedule..too much!! and because of her the class has to be extended to replace the class. how i spend my valentine's day? i cooked for my bf at his house. i cooked spaghetti aglio olio,spicy shrimp n white mushrooms. Turned out pretty well i think. the spaghetti was reli easy to make n tasty too. these 3 days i'm working n on cny day going to kedah by plane to join my bf for the holidays then go to langkawi. long holiday and come back have to do my assignment which i have no idea how to start... And yeah i think my mp3 player broke down. cannot connect usb port.. i think i ruined it. i still cant face the reality it's malfunctioning n dun dare to go to sony n fix it n face the possible reality it couldnt be fix...ARRRRH!!! p/s:very brutal but true "I'm a lawyer i don;t have a conscience"

prioritise

2007-02-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

I've been working almost everyday now. tomorrow got class and i actually still contemplating wanna work after class. but i think no need la..will make myself tired n no time to revise the lectures. My mind still is work first study second. i need to shake that feeling off. the results of working almost everyday that i feel tired n definitely after work i wun study cuz tired mentally n physically. Low yat is not busy but last weekend was kinda busy in conjuction with launching of microsoft vista. i visited the fair n for vista is not neccessarily important rite now cuz lot of driver not complatible. have to wait till it is more stable. For me the reaction to vista is like when xp was launched lots of mixed reviews so waitla till lot of prog are compatible. Have u guys read the article on a chinese baby taken home by malay parents n vice versa..like soap drama where they reunited 28 years later in a supermarket.Kinda like autumn in my heart cerita like that.. i finally watched "The holiday" It was great!! Jude law was really perfect in every ways...he reli melts my heart with his british accent n his charm. this movie is not reli the cheesy romantic movie but more to real life situation lo...except for switiching house part...but overall thumbs up for me..u guys shud reli go watch it very funny n suitable for y'all couples out there watch this..reli worth it(for me la..)

fairytale land

2007-01-31T03:29:00.000+08:00

Since i got bear share cant stop downloading songs. yesterday downloaded some of barbara streisand's duets. Really make me feel so warm n fuzzy in the inside especially the duet with bryan adams. But my favourite is a duet by ..GET this: Tony Benett, Micheal Buble, Carrie Underwood n Josh Groban. They sung " For once in my life time" in Oprah and they din do aany other recording. It was Fantastic. So if u get the chance download it... Did u guys saw The poster for Disneyland where David Beckham, Beyonce dressed up as fairy tale characters? I think it came out great and it's been ages since I believed in the " prince charming on a white house" n "damsel in distress" n" happily ever after". I mean as i grew up i've changed...of cause the world is not what i thought it would be ..there is neither black or white in the world. so i kinda stopped believing in happily ever after but i think i would want to start believing that there is a happily ever after..

MIDDLE AGES...

NEW MILLENIUM..

so gals or ~~gays~~ guys, take a pick...

p/s: i cant believe they can come out with " i wanna fuck u " song...it has a nice beat to it..but ..haih

tastey

2007-01-30T03:21:00.000+08:00

just found about this downloader for songs. BEARSHARE.. very cool n faster than limewire. but this is more for songs than videos. so now downloading like crazy.. u guys shud try it!! from oldies to the newest hits.today closng yet again..5th day in a row already..bored already...tomorrow the 6th day.

addicted to chuzzle

2007-01-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

i noticed that my circle of friends decreased. the closest around me are my partners at work. and working in lyp made me knew more ppl who r reli nice dependable. at the previous where i emo-ed bout my frens...i knw who treated me as their frens. but i always left out in some events. and i knew it through frenster where they post up pics of their outings. hmm..and so far i thought i was in their clique..ah..tht's what happens...i think i already learned how to brush away that feelings. a diff topic ..one thing i realise about my college it is strictly studies. first day itself there no orietaitons whatsoever,no briefing just start off with a lecture. thats one thing i like about it. no hanky panky. i never liked orientations. i dun like where u have to go "beg" seniors for something..had some bad experiences at sch.. on friday i dunno what got into me. i seriously thought class was 2-5 pm but it was 10 am..i was closing the night before so i woke up late where a college mate msg me bout it..damn..missed a class then i went to college in the afternoon to submit loan doc and when i reached ther..shit!! i forgot to bring the supporting documents. so unlucky so have to ask my bf to go get it..thank GOD managed to submit the docs in time..then the next day i thought i worked at 5 but it was 4pm..so late an hour....so so careless....dunno what got into me.. p/s : visit www.voyeurrecords.com listen to both songs, kl leng chai n ipohmali..so cool n true

classes

2007-01-25T03:02:00.000+08:00

Finally started classes already. this two months will public law but this lecturer name Dr Anand. his classes are mostly discussion so he asks us questions and one think i realise that EVERY word counts. And every word has it's definition. So a sentence ie: "A government without a constitution is a power without right" Governement-what is a gov? so u must be able to define it in detail constitution- set of rules..bla bla power without right-abuse of power bla bla.. So a simple sentence like that can make a paragraph of essay. Very cheong hei..but so far i like it cuz back to form 6 days..the part where thay taught us law i damn interested so to be able to study something i like is pretty cool. I remember when mr linggam( my bio tution teacher) said form 6 students are diff..more mature and can easily adapt. i mean i feel the diff..there r some students studied a levels law but more on the genereal knowledge on history n current events/important events they dun reli know. I dunno la maybe i sensitive kua not tht i'm saying i like damn pandai and i do missed out some prominent judges that made some of the laws..all i'm trying to say tht i dun regret to form 6 evn it's super tough but it pays.. Phrase of the day: Justice must be sacrificed in the altar of certainty...(Really??)

third place

2007-01-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

here i am in sbux waiting for my bf. the rain has just ended. watching thebusy road outside of low yat while listening the very emotional song from james blunt. kinda relaxing here actually. sitting on this bright red couch. i'm using my boss's laptop. such a kind person. i never really use a laptop in a cafe. it's really a relaxing atmosphere in this outlet. so i guess we created a third place. hmm..tomorrow start class liao. dunno how it feels leh. 1 year has passed since i studied. feeling kinda nervous like a new kid going to school. me very kan cheong dunno whther can sleep or not tonite. today work was normal.kinda slow this afternoon so chit chat n jalan jalan wif my manager. manager at borders ask for my availability n so does plaza berjaya. i must work ot cuz no more RM 1500 to support my shopaholic obssesion. kinda weird feeling not seeing that much money my account but i guess its worth it cuz i'm stress free. got enough of sleep n have fun working. i think thats all my blabbing today..bubye where is my bf??? lambatla

WTF??

2007-01-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

y do u have to call and sound me like that? ppl give you opportunity but u screw it up now u call n sound me!! if not because of someone i will give u a piece of mind!!as if it is my fault. some things have to do it independently. it wud be nice if ppl can help but the rest is up to u. first impression is important!! never did want to help ppl...this is just a favour to someone. adds up to my disappointment on the group of ppl i wanted to get out of

another phase of life

2007-01-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

Been two weeks since i blog. I'm very touched by two of my real frens who replied about my previous post..thanks a lot!! I;ve been working almost everyday to kill time till classes start next week. I'm bored so i took up knitting lessons form my manager in low yat. Kinda hard cuz i ketp trying n trying but i know i will get there some how. Hmm..next month class start..havent got a thing ready ie my stationery n my study place ready. I used to have a table but now it is used for the computer..so no place lo. kinda headache no space in my room although it is a master beroom. Let's see a queen size bed, two cabinets for the tv n radio, another cabinet for storage, a study cum pc table, a cupboard, another cabinet for make up n stuff..so leaves me NO space for study at all..Aiyoh headache,headache...1 year..has passed n i have not realy mugged a book before..evrything is starting back again..kinda nervous for next tuesday. First class public law n i bet the class gonna be big cuz it combines twinning degree with llb external..gotta make new connections,meet mew people..all the best for me. Last week just found apparently that someone is still holding his grudge on me. And he did it on purpose. many ppl have sided n protected me. My manager will not even let me work ot there if he was there. Worried he will bully me..Working in low yat is a good choice. the managers there r like brothers n sisters. partners there are genuinely nice. No conflicts,no confrontations. Everything is good there so far. All big one family. So currently my life kinda stable alreasy..just waitng a new chapter to start in next tuesday... Ive been writing blog since 2004..not everyday but things changed so much in this two years..i've amazed on how my thinking n perception changes so fast...i will talked bout that later..thts all from me tonite~

Rexy

2007-01-05T03:35:00.000+08:00

Today was my first day working at LYP. Everything went well and the partners there treat me good. Just need to take some time to adapt. Wne tback to bts to get my personal file n fion told me do i wanna go clubbing with them tonite? I sort of know they r going but they din invite me. It's ok but it's beetr that i don't know. I felt left out the moment i found out. I don't blame them I just feel a lil' disappointed. It's just better i did not found out. Relationships are like that they just change in a day. But maybe they forgot or maybe they have their own reasons. I shouldn't feel bad right? I'm just trying my best to be optimistic. Or maybe i'm overly sensitive about this. Haih.. I dunno what to expect. For years i don't think i really have a fren who i reli can call my BFF(best fren forever) except for Anushia who is way up north so we couldn't really have that kinda connection for now. I envy the characters played in movies that they have a best fren whom they can tell anything,go out shopping together,share tips, etc..i wish for that person...does tat kinda friendship exist? where both girls are closed like sisters and can go through phases of life. We all had our share of frenships in highschool. but how many u reli keep in contact almost everyday to share your daily gossips and problem? Maybe it's my problem that i cannot maintain but it's hard to open up to someone. When i get older i realise human nature is not what i expected. Friendships are not real anymore...(rarely) They use each other. each has their motives, their plans and once your "use" is expired..WHAM!! it's over and hit you right before your eyes. Maybe because i seen and experience it i find myself apprehensive in building real solid friendships..But deep down i need that someone other than my bf to share wif me..to ask me how's my day? and really listen..will I or will I not find this person? signing off~

yadda yadda

2007-01-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

On new year's eve i was emo so spoiled my plan to cook supper 4 my n bf. so went up to some kampung permai to watch fire works instead. luckily tht place not jam and then headed to a restaurant for supper. the next day my parents together wif my bf wnet up to genting. kinda cold eventhough there are tonnes of ppl. it rained in genting tht made it even more colder. Nothing much on the trip. it was more of a relaxing trip to get away from kl. i was sleeping most of the trip cuz i was tired. did manage to find a park near the coffee bean cafe which was beautiful at nite. we even can see kl at nite. the twin towers n everything all from genting. bet if u spend new year's eve there even more better with the fireworks. reminds me of sim city.gonna start work tomorrow at lyp. hope i can adapt there. kinda nervous actually changing the place of work. it takes time to build relationships which i'm a bit apprehensive. i hope the partners there can accept me. tht's all from me today..ciao~

farewell msg

2007-01-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

this past few days i very emo. for those who r present on my last day of work sure know wht i'm talking about. i emo becasue i felt reli sad for leaving bts 1. and this decision is made by me. i have various of reasons why i had to do it.i broke down on new year evs. i cried my way back home. i was hurt because the water thingy wasn't funny and all i wanted is just a goodbye n not in the form of splashing of water in my face when i'm bout to cry for leaving. i was reli sad cuz i was contemplating whether is this the right decision, and to make it worst that person dont have the decency to say bye in a decent way. seriously i'm not hoping for a verbal farewell form anyone. gosh what am i saying? i'm regret that i broke down that day and i regret for not leaving a goodbye to the partners. i'm NOT wishing for them to feel my absence or miss me but i felt i need to tell them that i reli felt sad for leaving them. so to u partners who come across this blog pls pass this msg to the rest :i'm sorry if i ever did any mistake to u in the months i worked. i'll miss u guys.. to alice n e: everytime i work opening wif u i felt tht i can just sit back n relax. u guys ROCK the opening shift jen: no matter what ur problems STOP SMOKING!! u never did smoke back at school n jgn teikut ikut wif the rest to smoke. u r like family..i care for u. so take care of urself k? jgn emo wif the managers.(i'm nt saying bout me cuz tht day serious shit it was my fault)if u got opportunity to go to singapore go ahead..it'll be good for u. u can do accomplish a lot things if u put aside ur family matters. if they dun care bout u. u care for urself k? huzir n nikki: very happy get to know both of u..reli like frens more than partners.wish we can still keep in touch. sabrina: closing memang best kalau ngan kau. boleh berborak dan bergosip sekali.siapa lagi yg i boleh berbual ttg la mujer en espejo kalau bukan ngan kamu. betul betul akan rindukan masa masa closing. n thank u for the mix yg kamu buat. betul betul mengikut suhu yg sesuai..hehe raj: kurangkan kontroversi tingkatkan prestasi. this is my advise to u..i hope u wun feel offended bout my advice. just think bout it. i'm not saying about anythign in particular. keep up in connecting wif customers ie: R u on ur holiday in malaysia? where r ur from? o..australia? which part? adelaide,sydney,gold coast?? it reli is ur signature question isnt it? to all i yg i tak tulis semua memang best kerja..to nadh,linda,loong fatt,hui yee,fatin,ariff,kin,ting ting we may not be as close but love u all...*hearts* wish bts 1 will have another bravo year ahead. new year,new beginning...it's an enlightning year 2006..many more new horizons to discover

pinkalicious

2006-12-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

the cheer party has gone pretty well according to plans. the customers were really friendly and open. the kids reli brought the cheer though. they were fun and reli great with the adults. i invited the kids from Rainbow home. An orphanage run Pastor shilah under praise city church which was conincidently my bro's church. i din know about it untill i told my bro. as u see i'm wearing a costume. i'm forced to do it. mine costume looked more like a red riding hood than a santa rina. everyone had fun i suppose eventhough the kids were a bit too loud. but i'll definitely find time to visit them. they r so so cute. n this small boy was holding my hand all way through.it's a sad thing to think when all this children are "abandoned" cause some have only a single parent who left them in the orphanage full time. but thank God there are ppl like pastor shilah who sacrifice her time n energy to provide a home for them. Respect to them!! after the cheer party got a day off and I had to go buy the z610i phone. i've seen it once and fell in love with it. now i'm running dry but i suppose i got a good deal. RM 1180 for the pink version(which was suppose to be much more expensive) and 512 mb m2 card. so now i'm camwhoring like crazy. i fell in love with it because i had the sony mp3 player already which has the same mirror-image like screen. i bought the mp3 player in green. if the phone comes in green i'll definitely buy the same colour. the phone has this sleek exterior design n i'm wanting a flip phone for so long..*happy* but i have to extra careful lo cuz the cover very easy to smugde...so tis is my own christmas present for myself. must pamper myself form time to time.. registered college on my off day also. got 3 huge piles of noted there n then. efficient or what...n the guy said here's a LITTLE material for u to BROWSE through..the criminal law intro was pretty much like PA..which was no prob for me..all those actus rea n mens rea..hopefully can cope with the syllabus lo..especially contract law *yawn*.. yesterday camwhored like crazy in store..of casue la..all girls working tht day..biasala..chat non stop n take pics non stop..maklumla all sony ericsson phones with good camera..it was fun..gonna miss bts1~ here's are some pics of the event n camwhoring session..i've upoad some in frenster also... thts all my blog session..nitez~

just has to pose for the camera~

all cramped up to fit in the camera..girl power!!

cool huh..love it

pastor shilah n the cute kid(belbel)

santa n his helper

the customer was so funny

kawaii

peace y'all

blah blah blah

2006-12-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

opening tomoro. it's almost 1 and cannot sleep. dunno y..prob cuz of the black tea i drank..caffeine..after working in starbucks i sometimes scared to drink my usual triple grande vanilla latte..although i love it cuz scared i cant sleep. sure got decaf..sometimes ido half decaf but still keep my eyes awake at nite. i once drank quad espresso on the rock..lasted me round 10 hours i think..yeah that bloody strong!! ok enuff of my sbux language..back to real life.. nothing much today but thsweekend busy busy busy..tired ar. ppl none stop n i din even have time to go toilet for like 6 hours..that busy..another weeke has pass 2 more weeks to my resignation date...kinda looking forward to be relieved form the responsiblites..not that i dun like doing it but got other commitments. 2007, a brand new year, a new lifestyle kua..back to student life..21 next year, legal age to go clubbing!! looking forward to it..kinda like a fresh new start. hopefully i can still work as a barista. miss the good ol' days where dun have departmental tasks, delegation just plain ol' barista..making lattes n fraps..thatsit..i think that's my ultimate job sastifaction.... unrelated topic..customers..especially chinese..im not kutuk-ing my race but soem of them reli adopt the kiasu attitude. i dun understand y they buy all those frap drinks n still for ice water..?? huh?? if wanna quench ur thirst then better dun buy drinks loh..buy mineral water onli. i get it if like u bought food but no drinks..ice water ok la..but soem so freaking kiasu like he bought a mineral water n not yet even drank a sip of that came n ask for ice water?? i was like huh?? duh?? some bought one hot choc but ask for hmm...6 cups of water??? yer..so cheapoz..some ven more worse cuz when they see oter ppl want 'sky juice' they also want..talk bout kiasuim..i dun get it y they call sky juice? some pronounce it "skai chus" it creates that certain pout at the end. this ppl ar..haih..when i go sliding(cleaning up tales) they always dun finsh the "skai chus"..of course la ordered the largest size f drinks..not enuff to quench ur thirst meh?? waste paper cups..in the end another tree has to chopped down because of these ignorant ppl. not tht i'm a tree- hugger or anything but just be considerate lo... enuff la for 2day..wanna sleep alredi..nitez~

..

2006-12-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

wow..a lot had happen since nov. i've made of my mind and finally decided to take up LAW . yeap...after a long debate between business n law i finally wnet for law. i always wanted to do law since i was form 3. but i keep telling myself that there are many other choices but after a counselling session with the college i think it's ok lo..cause even if i get a law degree i can still venture into business probably a wider range. i'm gonna start classes at birckfileds college in jan. thus i submitted my resignation letter n join back as a barista. but things dun go as well as planned. i heard that prob i cant join back sbux. which is sad cuz i reli love working in sbux. just see how it goes. celebrated my 20th birthday with family, initially wanted to go clubbing with frens at maison(h8 it's a happening club) but din make it. so just a small celebration. but it's nice enuff cause those are the ppl who remembered and took the initiative to celebrate wif me. my bf ask me what i wanted for my birthday and i said i wanted the osim u zap thingy and he bought it for me. some of u might say eh..y not romantic?must ask geh..cause i'm a practical person. if my bf spend a lot of money on stuff which i dun like i seriously will show my face lo..so to make things simple i tell him what i want and he just buy for me. i'm not big on suprises..cause the lil' things that my bf does for me it's reli enuff lo.. hmm..after the resignation letter i dun feel like working. cause i felt like being treatd differently form some ppl. i dunno whether am i sensitive or what but hmm make me feel reli uncomfortable. like i resign i somehow 'betrayed' the company like that. i just want dec to pass by quickly casue after the party next week(chaired by me) i'm just gonna sit back n relax. sometimes it's just not fair. make me feel sick of some ppl..lies will just run from their mouth. like when u see their heart it's totally black..ignorant,self absorbed ppl..just cudn stand them!!!tht's all la fro work make me feel sick onli when writing bout them. shudn even wirte bout them n give them credit!!! so it's back to sch life..hmm must go to popular again in a long time n purchase some staitonaries.. adios~