Saturday, March 18, 2006

crossroads

d-day has passed and I’m satisfied. My result weren’t great but I know I’ve tried my best. I could have done better, studied harder..but what past is past. I can;t turn back the time. I have no qualms bout it. Now what I’m dreading now is my courses selections. I promised myself to send the application tomoro.. I opened the website and filled up what is necessary just waiting for the courses to be filled up. My parents were satisfied n frens were happy for me cuz I’ve went trhough form 6. I won’t do it again. It was tough..I’m worried if I got uni what wud happen to my job.. I love my job now n hoping for my promotion. Haih..decision making time n I hate it. All I need to do now is to pick my courses carefully n wairt for the results. If I dun get what I want I’ll just go to college. I told that to myself a million times but my mind still thinking “What if?” it’s making me worry more n more sometimes making me feel indecisive. All is in God’s hands for HE will guide me..So I have to stop thinking too much and just do it..all the best to me..i’m my worst criti n enemy. For those u out there who feel sad bout results..life till goes on. If the road u want blocked..find another way. Maybe the way u planned isn’t the best for u…cheer up guys~

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