huh??

been working few days in a row..finally have a day off..i've been feeling bit lonely la..cuz i spend lesser time wif my bf now..summore he's going back to kedah this few days..work at times sqaure busy la as usual but the partners there all very frenly to me la..but still feel some what distant from them..coping wif my tasks now..still tak biasa wif hadling safe money n floor supervision..bit blurred..i still cant differentiate my tasks as supervisor n a barrista ..still need time to adjust.one of my sh mate msg me n ask me how i was..suprised but terharu kinda feeling cuz frens will still be frens..work is like routine..u earn to live but cant buy u frenship n the meaning of life u knw..it's just routine..but when at nite..wut u gain from it?? do u have a purpose?thts wut is running thru my mind..kinda blurred wif life now..me blabbing blabbing..ths all i got to say for now..ciao~