farewell msg

this past few days i very emo. for those who r present on my last day of work sure know wht i'm talking about. i emo becasue i felt reli sad for leaving bts 1. and this decision is made by me. i have various of reasons why i had to do it.i broke down on new year evs. i cried my way back home. i was hurt because the water thingy wasn't funny and all i wanted is just a goodbye n not in the form of splashing of water in my face when i'm bout to cry for leaving. i was reli sad cuz i was contemplating whether is this the right decision, and to make it worst that person dont have the decency to say bye in a decent way. seriously i'm not hoping for a verbal farewell form anyone. gosh what am i saying? i'm regret that i broke down that day and i regret for not leaving a goodbye to the partners. i'm NOT wishing for them to feel my absence or miss me but i felt i need to tell them that i reli felt sad for leaving them. so to u partners who come across this blog pls pass this msg to the rest :i'm sorry if i ever did any mistake to u in the months i worked. i'll miss u guys.. to alice n e: everytime i work opening wif u i felt tht i can just sit back n relax. u guys ROCK the opening shift jen: no matter what ur problems STOP SMOKING!! u never did smoke back at school n jgn teikut ikut wif the rest to smoke. u r like family..i care for u. so take care of urself k? jgn emo wif the managers.(i'm nt saying bout me cuz tht day serious shit it was my fault)if u got opportunity to go to singapore go ahead..it'll be good for u. u can do accomplish a lot things if u put aside ur family matters. if they dun care bout u. u care for urself k? huzir n nikki: very happy get to know both of u..reli like frens more than partners.wish we can still keep in touch. sabrina: closing memang best kalau ngan kau. boleh berborak dan bergosip sekali.siapa lagi yg i boleh berbual ttg la mujer en espejo kalau bukan ngan kamu. betul betul akan rindukan masa masa closing. n thank u for the mix yg kamu buat. betul betul mengikut suhu yg sesuai..hehe raj: kurangkan kontroversi tingkatkan prestasi. this is my advise to u..i hope u wun feel offended bout my advice. just think bout it. i'm not saying about anythign in particular. keep up in connecting wif customers ie: R u on ur holiday in malaysia? where r ur from? o..australia? which part? adelaide,sydney,gold coast?? it reli is ur signature question isnt it? to all i yg i tak tulis semua memang best kerja..to nadh,linda,loong fatt,hui yee,fatin,ariff,kin,ting ting we may not be as close but love u all...*hearts* wish bts 1 will have another bravo year ahead. new year,new beginning...it's an enlightning year 2006..many more new horizons to discover