Isla Verdes

Since my holidays been working pretty much everday. Very tired la..OT at my ol' store at klp..and today OT at bts1..miss working there but very busy lo like usual. got to meet back some of my ol' partners but some things just doesn;t change..the customers are still stuck up there. many stores are looking for me to ot at their store but i ain't got that time. even if i do i don't want to exert myself even if i need the money. these few days my parents went to singapore so i cook lo at home. tried out some new recipes. I've learnt how 2 make beef burgers n my bf n my bro told me it's fabulous. the next day cook fried rice n green curry(frm packet). so i've gained weight n new skills. reli gives u the sastifaction someone praises ur cooking. hehe..Just this morning i heard news form my dad that this woman who once hurt me back years ago in church had been diagnose with 4th stage ovarian cancer. lets name her Pauline(definitely not her real name). Pauline was one of the daughters of a senior figure in church. Her other sis are pastors n she is very different frm her family. Yeah she came to church diligently but she has a worldly attitude n likes to gossip behind ur back. She tried to buy off my bracelet n using money to merendahkan me. so i think u got my point how is she. Once i heard bout the news the first thing that ran through my minda was "what goes around comes around". Does that means i'm a bad person? I mean i din wish /curse anything. The thing has passed n my wounds were healed by time.but i felt guilty for having such thoughts. Have i forgiven her? I guess but i still remember so i dunno is that meant as forgiveness. She is now suffering in the icu all i can do is just pray for her to get well n for her to realise that life is not only money n worldly matters.I'm not a spiritual person but i can considered myself grounded on priorities in life. I've heard so much new bout ppl i know who gotten cancer, my uncle,my cousin n now pauline. REli gives u a new perspective to life...Maybe i shud get a blood test every year or take up insurance. Life is unpredictable or in a meaner more blunt way of saying life is a bitch. P's most of my title has nothing to do with blog..is just the first that came to mind..