Rantings

My greatest ambition since I was young was to be a Criminal Pyschologist. I always have a knack for crimes commited. No this wasn't the CSI effect. It was way before, back then I always borrowed books on this subject. The books where they give detail accounts of what happen, why did the killers behave the way they do,history etc. I love the books so much i renewed it a lot oftimes. From Jack the Ripper to Bonnie and Clyde ,Charles manson,Ted Bundy,Son of Sam and many more. Sadly Malaysia do not have a great opportuinity in this area. My greatest want is to look in a killer's eyes and ask them what when through their mind when they stabbed a person. Is killing a compulsion? do they feel relief after perfroming the act? it takes gut to analyse their behaviour that's why Halloween is my favourite movie. Michael Myers and his compulsion to kill. Sometimes I wonder who is Jack the Ripper or The Zodiac and maybe when I'm dead and went to heaven I will ask God who is these people whose mysteries remain unsloved till today.