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These two weeks was a daze for me. Classes and slugging at home. My grandma finally went home to the Lord on 1st Oct. She did a surgery in Pantai Bangsar for a tumour in her brain. The doctor said it was a minor surgery and she'll get better. Yeah right the surgeons all just want your money. csue opening up your brain is not a minor surgery plus she's 78. She did not get better after the surgery. She was there in Pantai Bangsar about a month then she was transferred to HKL cause there is not much to be done. there she was a worse condition, my mom praing beside her asking her to let Jesus take her back and not suffer anymore cause the day before that she had a heart attack. The doc ask my parents to make decison whether to use the resucitaiton unit if she falls into another cardiac arrest. On the night itself my parents got a call and the doc pronounced they she was dead. It was God's will cause when my mom was talking to her about praying to be let home with God, she understood and her prayer was answered and I know she's in heaven now..WE held her service in Xiao En center which like Nirwana and almost half the church came and it was a beautiful service,my grandma aka popo look beautiful.She was cremated and laid to rest beside my granpa grave.My family and I did not cry casue one thing about Christians is that you know that they are in a great place and we are happy about that. WE may miss her physically but rejoice that she went home. My mom was kinda emo a few days but she is strong all the way. So thatwas the mjor part of Oct. I'm working these few days and raya too for its triple pay.Got to wake up early as usual. Gosh I'm emo these month. i dunno why.It's like I feel life now is standstill, I'm ging through it like a zombie awaiting for my bf's house my car. But when?? no certian date. Haih..wait n wait. Patience is thinning. teh only thing that I'm looking forward is the series I'm downloading and games I play everyday. Boring life..Emosified to max ady.