Thursday, October 18, 2007

moodless

I've exhausted all my downloaded series on my pc.This week from tuesday till thursday(midnight) I'm emosified. Moodless..do they have a word like that? I don't know but i'm moodless. No mood for anything. Little things irks me,the noise of people talking, telephone ringing,foodsteps..I was actually having a lil bit of mood in MPH but all these things just makes me moodles back again. I don't blame anyone cause it's public but I don't know why is this happening t me? I sigh for like hundreds of time in the car wif my bf today complaining my utter moodlessness these few days. Oh yeah I freaking hate logging to blogger.com now. I typed in my email every single time despite me ticking every single time to remember me. I guess even this blogger choose to ignore me. The owner of my tiny lil blogsite.I'm itching for something big to happen, I can stay in a flat line for long,me I always love new things and now after months of no events Im back to square one with my emotions. I always depict my mood in a graph mode and now it's flat.Plain flat. My bf colleagues are hosting an outing to a lighthouse somewhere in Klang and go midnight fishing.I'm inivited of cause but not even that news delights me. Emo emo pls go away..i wanna feel happy and wish my springy feeling will come back...( freaking blogger wouldnt aven left me upload my pics. damnit..

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