Wednesday, November 14, 2007

tell tales

I have to take a break from doing my public law assignment. I have finished the essay now left to do the draft for the other to two questions. Tiring but refuse to sleep cause i feel like wasting time for me to sleep when i know i'm going to wake up round 11 and won't get anything done. *pinches self*OMG!! Is that me talking?The sleepaholic I know that I am?? Don't know what got into me today that I just feel that I have so much I need to do..There is like 7 months more plus minus till May. I'm freaking myself out..I just feel that I need to work twice as hard if I wanna be successful. "If you work harder,you'll get luckier",Donald Trump. Thanks Jie Hu, for sharing the quote. I must work hard, must sacrifice!! no sacrifice, no victory. anyway i'm in a weird mood today .
It's now close to 2 am,my mind sub consciously telling me to study, my logical mind begging me to sleep,my body aching to be on the bed. Weird emotions going on. what the hell is going on with me? I never felt this way before. emotional roller coaster. I'm going insane or is it automatism?? What causes me to act this way? internal or external factors..Arrhh..I want to be free!!

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