dreams

I'm now listening to Forever Young sung by Youth Group... This week I have this feeling..the guilty feeling when I wake up after dreaming bout him. I never take dream seriously but it's 2-3 times these two weeks.Is it something wrong with me? It's already been 4 years I think. We lost contact no emails or msns. Plain dead silence till I found there's a reader from France visiting my blog.I could only be him. I've deleted the previous post bout the latest dream. I want back my life. I want to find out why I'm dreaming all these dreams...How is he in Le France? sigh..do i really want to know or all I need is closure from what had happened years ago?