me n my dillemmas

Well so fast time flies by. I dont' even know that ppl atually read my blog. Two months since my last post? Why?eventhough my pc is always on!It's summer!! but what the hell it got to do with me? In summer around the world, the americans,europeans,arabians,australians are having their summer break. So means it means more puffy eyes, tired legs, and more pimples cause i got to work like SHIT!! For the past two months i work more than 200 hours a month with lack of partners and to handle the constant ordering of toasted sandwihes to fill the hunger to some particular group of ppl whom i don't wanna disclose which race who practically scared to eat anywhere else to eat because of religious reasons.And to top it up extra caramel and cheese to whatever they drink/eat? Imagine a cup of frappuccino, they wanted caramel down,middle,around an on top. Imagine a perfectly baked butter croissant. Pls add three slices of cheese to give more flavour or chocolate on their already sugared doughnut. Caramel on their cheese cake. they practically give a new meaning for sweetness. How sweet is sweet?? They also insisted to have their cake packed in a cake box and all their food packed nicely for take away and where will they eat?? just outside the cafe area... talk about a tree was chopped to cater to their constant use of paper cup,plasti forks...u get what i mean. SOME and i mean some not all treat us like their servants. They do not how to queue up and pluck their fingers expeting expecting us to run and bow down to get their orders. For the whole season i was tired and overworked almost everyday. Enough of me blabbering about work. Despite the havoc at work i managed to dye and highlighted my hair,went to genting again, bought an mp3 player, watched the whole season of medium, finish playing playboy the mansion and finish watching some chinese drama. The only thing that i din get done is my monthly shopping spree, my monthly room cleaing(which i doubt it will ever be done :p Life is just full of unexpected stuff. I wanted study law whih i told myself i'm do part time studies during sept. Look what happened, me still working and my dad said why don;t take business which is related to what i'm doing. I'm ok with so made a plan which i told my store manager and family that me, GOH AI CHEN will be taking bachelor in business studies in taylor's in january. Few weeks later Simon my district manager told Shirly my store manger that he wants be to undergo retail management training to be promoted by end of this year. SHOCK!!! what am i going to do?? Accept or not. the money is good. but what about my perfectly planned plan?? apparantly the bigger boss don't want me to resign anytime soon?? I'm clueless. i still got 2 weeks to give my answer and start the training?? Hmm..me an assistant manager? can i do it?do i have a future here? do i have the knowledge,skill and experience to take on the responsibilty?? Why do i have to make such decisions?? I heard a saying plans can be perfect but ppl aren't. I guess life is just full of unexpected things. This not is school years where you can pretty much expect what's ur next move but my life now is like a roller coaster...I feel like taking my six days leave and go to bali right now. or to somewhere where i can get out of sbux a while. life oh life!!!