Thursday, July 05, 2007

rantings~

Today was a tiring day. for those of u wondering who is Liquid, I think only the closest mates know about him. I just want to keep contact with him that's all.
Was chatting with Melissa about buying branded items. the other day i blog about the petaling street Coach bag right? How much money does a person needs to make to be able to afford a real one? Melissa said she went to LV and a small purse costs about RM 1000++. i'm just waiting for the day to come where RM 1000 will just feel like RM 100 to me..I envy lifestyle of the rich who just walk into Dunhill or Cartier who shop like its some cheap sale going on. Haih..when la the day will come??
Philip's crab really gave me a shock yesterday night. He din tell me that the orange crab as yet to change skin. Yesterday morning I woke up and found it's appendages change colour and protuding out. Kinda soft and it did not move. I peeked and saw its eyes moving so i thought OMG, Is it sick or what? It's not moving when I hold it or put it on the table. I'm so scared cause I'm just crab-sitting for a friend. After gym I came back and I lift up the shell and his appendages fallen off!!*EEK* I was almost crying then when I saw it has another body inside the shell I was relieved. Quickly called Phillip and he said the crab changing skin. Phew!! I thought I became a crab-killer!! Imagine the shock when the appendages were left behind when you lift the shell. I so thought it was dead..Shock of my life!!
Feeling uneasy lately especially with my bf. He's so busy at work this week I like din really talk to him. Sometimes he's in bad temper because his boss calls him up at 11.30 at night. I pity him but at the same time left neglected. This is just those months where he don't have time for me. He is trying his best to accompany me but while going out he's always on the phone or his PDA.Headache and heartache..Feel wanna marah him for spending less time with me but at the same time he's under a lot of stress. I'm trying to be patient but at times we stepping on a thin glass waiting to crack. I'm also under stress lately and he is too, both trying to compromise but it's hard cuz we both feel like wanna marah each and have a big blowout of some kind, but for the best of relationship we choose to be patient.Our relationship is fine and both have no plans to forgo this relationship but every year during middle of the year due to stress it will be the same....i so hate middle of the year. Argh...i'm under emotional duress..What is it bout midle of the year, we both feel bored of current status? anxiously waitng for the year to end? dunno ler, just hope my bf wun be that stressed so he can sayang me again..*tsk tsk*...
anyways on happier news, I got the pics on my outing with new found frens at college. from left: Phillip,Jerlynn,Alex,Slyvester,Seet,Jie Hu,ME, Melissa,Joshua and Vovis

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