you had a bad day

Sometimes I just need time and space for myself. Is it wrong to be mad for a moment? I have a bad day today. Morning did opening ,saw some instructions for things I din do . Fine my mistake,my fault, my laziness. Then the jerk try bossing me. Fine. I deal with it.My eye is so dry it began to hurt despite not wearing any contact lenses. I’m coming to my point that I can break already. Still hanging in there. After 8 hours hell,looking forward to go back. Bf late 1 hour despite me calling said that don’t be late..bugdet his time nicely. I was hungry, tired, my eyes hurting, hungry (my breakfast was just half a slice of chs cake.) I was fuming. I know I over reacted when I naik angina but I know I’ll calm down in like 20 minutes. Why can’t he just admit he’s late and don;t marah me. It made it seems like my fault. All I ask is that 20 minutes to be angry. He couldn’t take it he scolded me back leaving me speechless. Went back angry, hurt and disappointed. Oh yeah haven’t eaten by the way. Slept straight away cause to depressed. Woke up got gastric and receive an sms form him saying it’s was my fault for over reating and don’t say anything to him. That’s about it…my bad day..eyes still dry and hurting, feeling down and under just searching for place of serendipity and peace. Only my music can make me feel just a bit better. Life’s a bitch.