bittersweet symphony

Today I skipped contract for the second time. Last week was because the crappy malaysian studies mid term, today was cuz I beh tahan, I need a haircut. The sudden prompt when i saw the pics i took the other day, my hair is in a mess. Thus I opted for a more light waves and dyes in to really dark brown You guys just have to see tomorrow..

While I was sitting in the salon for 4 hours plus, I had time to reminiscence back when I was in high school..I was a meek girl when I was in Form 1. I have only a few friends and just trying to understand what high school was all about. It's a bit scary cuz my sch was one session, so the seniors are form 5 n 6 unlike other schools. Me a timid girl who hasn't even reach puberty and there a grown men( so i taught at that time) in my sch. Boys were a scary thought but I did had a crush on a malay guy who was form 5 at that time..He was in the prefectorial board, Kadet polis and won the Pembahas Parlimen. I don't why I had a crush on him back then but I was amazed by the Kadet polis when they march..They were allt all, dark and handsome(so i taught last time). He knows that i like him and he did call me but nothing much happen from there..It all happen back in year 1999..

Fast forward to form 3, I guess that was when I'm most happy as a teenager. It was a smooth sailing year, PMR was easy breezy and tat year I had 3 boyfriends. (puupy love). One i met during IU day, one had a crush on me but later got the guts to tell me and one more..I think that was my first love. He and I been together for 3 years plus. My first stable relationship. He was a top student in the school, also in the prefectorial board( hmm, I think I have a thing for gus in uniforms..blue to be exact) a scout too. Watching him march, melts my heart. i used to stayback at school to watch them march. I think the whole form 5, almost all my seniors knows I'm head over heels for him. We broke up when he got the news he flying to Ratatouille's hometown.. I didn't really get any closure form him, part of me still misses him and want to really hope he'll give the closure I need.

I think to be near with him back then , I applied for prefect and I got it and he was my senior that time. Nonetheless being a prefect was fun and fill up most of my senior year that time. Later when iw as in form 6, was a challenging year because I never really wanted to do it in the first place. But friendships were form and remain strong till now. Eventhough I don't like, but I never regretted it..

Ahh..it seems so long ago..high school..remains memories etched in my mind forever. The days where we just need to go to sch and survive the day and not worry bout anything else..bitter sweet memories that forms me today.

I added some pics. Don't be shocked I was thin back then. I had braces that does not allow me to eat a lot..hehe

#1 Form 4 chemistry teacher and my friend Pearly. #2 Mua friends in form 4 Xing,Me,Pearly,Yue Ling n Chin #3 Me and the seniors..The white guy is some F1 engineer. Guess which is my ex.